Pretty Little Pet

Rain Chen's Point of View (Flashback — Years Ago)

New York, Hawthorne High School — Winter

She was 16.

Sixteen, and she still thought everyone had good in them.

Sky Maddox walked those hallways like she had no clue what she did to people.

Kind. Soft-spoken. Always smiling. Always helping.

She brought snacks for the janitors on Fridays.

She waited after class to help teachers organize their notes.

She asked kids who sat alone if they wanted to join her table.

Like a fucking Disney princess.

She wasn't loud. Wasn't fake. Wasn't trying to be liked.

And that's what made everyone love her.

Teachers adored her.

Classmates followed her.

Even the bratty juniors who usually didn't care about anything looked up when she walked by.

But me?

I watched her.

Not like the rest of them. Not in awe.

Not like she was sunshine.

More like she was glass—and I was dying to see how fast I could crack her.

I learned her routes. Her habits.

What time she left math tutoring.

What song she always hummed when she walked alone.

Which guard she greeted with a "Happy Wednesday, Mr. Lewis!" every week.

She never noticed me at first.

No one really did.

But then I made her.

I "accidentally" bumped into her in the hallway one day, let my books fall. She gasped, helped me pick them up. She even apologized.

I was the one who ran into her.

And she said sorry.

"Thank you," I mumbled, all shy eyes and awkward silences. "You're really nice."

She smiled. That smile.

"I try."

That's all it took.

After that, I started planting little things.

Dropped notes. Soft compliments.

Waited until she was upset and suddenly—there I was. Ready to listen. Always gentle. Always understanding. The perfect listener. The quiet guy who "got her."

She started trusting me.

She told me about her dad. Her dreams. Her fears.

That she always felt like she had to be perfect.

I used it all.

If she laughed too much with someone else, I'd go silent.

Make her chase my mood.

If she wore something pretty, I'd say, "You don't need to try so hard. I like you better natural."

Watch her second-guess her lipstick the next day.

And every time she pulled away—even slightly—I'd snap.

Apologies. Flowers.

Tears if I had to.

"I'm sorry, I just get scared of losing you."

She forgave.

Every time.

Because she was good.

Because she wanted to believe I was too.

That's the thing about girls like her.

They don't realize that some people fall in love not because of how much light you have…

But because they want to own it.

Burn it.

And I wanted to burn her pretty little soul until it only glowed for me.

And now?

Years later, after everything I did—after she finally left—

I still want her.

Still crave the way she'd tilt her head when she was confused, the way she looked when she cried and said, "Rain, I don't like who I'm becoming around you."

I laughed in her face that day.

But I wasn't laughing inside.

Because I knew even then—

She'd be the one I'd never get over.

She's not soft anymore.

Not fully.

But she still smiles like she used to.

And I'll take it back.

All of it.

She'll smile for me again.

Even if I have to burn the world around her to do it.