Bruises You Can’t See

Sky Maddox – POV

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He's gone.

Rain is gone.

But the scent he leaves behind—it clings to the air like cigarette smoke. Cold. Familiar. I can't breathe without choking on it.

Seb's arms are around me, firm and protective. I should feel safe. I should feel grateful.

But I feel sixteen again.

And it terrifies me.

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FLASHBACK

It was a Monday.

He hadn't said "good morning." He just looked at me with narrowed eyes and said, "Is that lipstick?"

It wasn't. It was chapstick. But I told him yes anyway.

He stared. Silent.

Then he reached forward and rubbed it off with his thumb, not gently. My lip stung.

"Don't need that crap," he muttered. "You're mine."

And I smiled. Because I thought being his meant I mattered.

I was wrong.

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The next time, it was a text.

Rain: "Where the fuck are you?"

Me: "Study group, remember? I told you."

Rain: "Don't play smart with me."

I didn't reply. I couldn't. My hands were shaking too hard to type.

He showed up ten minutes later. Outside the school library. I thought he'd kiss me.

He grabbed my arm instead. Hard. Not enough to bruise—but enough to make me feel small.

"Don't lie to me again," he whispered. "I'd hate to have to remind you who you belong to."

And I nodded.

Because what else could I do?

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Now—

Seb brushes my hair back softly, murmuring something I can't hear because my heart is screaming too loud.

I was a child when Rain taught me that love came with chains.

And now my son is standing here, saying I'm not broken. That I deserve better.

That he won't let me break.

And it hurts.

To be protected like this. To be loved so fiercely, so fully. It's a hurt I've never known.

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"I'm sorry," I whisper, fingers tangled in his hoodie. "I should've been stronger."

He pulls back, eyes fierce. "Don't. Don't say that."

"I let him come back."

"No," Seb says, voice shaking. "He forced his way back. You're not weak, Mom. You're..."

He swallows hard.

"You're still here."

That breaks me.

Tears slip, warm and silent.

Because I am still here.

And for the first time in a long, long time—

I think maybe I want to stay.