Sebastian Maddox – POV
I didn't know how I got home.
One minute I was in Rain's apartment, the voicemails still echoing in my head. The next, I was standing in front of our door, key in my hand, stomach twisted like barbed wire.
I couldn't breathe.
I couldn't look up.
Because I didn't know how I'd face her now—not when every time I closed my eyes, I saw her in a hospital gown, alone. I saw her voice crack as she whispered my name to a man who never picked up.
I opened the door.
The lights were dim. The smell of ginger tea still lingered—she'd probably made it for herself. She always got sick when she worried.
I kicked my shoes off quietly.
And then I saw her.
On the couch. In that ridiculous, oversized pink hoodie I always made fun of. Her hair was messy, glasses slipping down her nose, a book open on her lap. She wasn't reading it.
She was just waiting.
She always waited.
Her eyes flicked up when I walked in. Her whole face lit up like it always did—smile soft, like I hadn't shattered curfews, lied through my teeth, or become everything she feared.
"Hey, baby," she whispered.
I didn't say anything.
I couldn't.
I dropped my bag. Crossed the room in three steps. And I—
I hugged her.
Hard.
Like I could hold back every goddamn voicemail. Every unanswered call. Every night she cried alone, whispering to a belly that kicked when it heard a name that never showed up.
She froze for a second, surprised.
Then she wrapped her arms around me like she'd been waiting forever.
She kissed my cheek like she always did. Brushed my hair back like I was still five. Hummed under her breath, some dumb tune she used to sing when I had nightmares.
But this time, I was the nightmare.
I didn't say a word.
I didn't tell her what I'd heard.
I just buried my face into her neck and whispered, "I'm sorry."
She pulled back, confused. "For what?"
I shook my head.
I couldn't tell her. Not yet.
She didn't need to know I'd heard every word she begged him with. Every voicemail he kept, unopened, like trophies.
She didn't need to know I finally understood.
That she wasn't just my mom.
She was the girl he left behind.
And somehow, she still managed to raise me with love.
I hugged her tighter.
And for once—I didn't want to let go.