They didn't talk about what almost happened at the library.
Ashcroft showed up the next day at their usual hour, gloved again, expression unreadable. Iris was already there, hunched over an open book, underlining something with the aggression of a duelist.
"You're early," he said.
"I live here now," she muttered. "I pay rent in stress."
Ashcroft sat down, carefully unbuttoning his coat. "You're going to kill the margins."
"I'm marking the enemy."
He glanced at the book. "You're underlining the title."
"Titles can be smug."
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They worked in near-silence again.
Except it wasn't the old silence.
This one had weight. It knew things.
Iris shifted once, leaned back, and said without looking at him, "Are you going to say anything about yesterday?"
Ashcroft didn't look up from his notes. "I don't think it would help."
She nodded. "Right. Why ruin something by naming it."
He sighed, shut his notebook. "I'm not good at this."
She turned to him fully now. "Good at what?"
"This," he said. "People."
Iris softened—just a little. "Then start small. One person."
He looked at her. Really looked. "And if I mess that up?"
She tilted her head. "Then I get to say I told you so."
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Later that day, they were walking the edge of the quad. Rain threatened above but hadn't committed yet. Iris held her coat closed at the throat, watching the clouds.
"Alright," she said. "Let's play a game."
"No."
"Too late. You're playing. One question, no deflecting. Honest answer."
He looked suspicious. "You first."
"Fine. If I could be anywhere right now, I'd be... I dunno, somewhere warmer. Greece, maybe."
"That wasn't a question."
"I'm stalling. Your turn."
Ashcroft exhaled slowly. "Alright."
She turned to him. "What do you think people misunderstand most about you?"
He stopped walking for a second. "That I'm made of stone."
Iris smiled. "Well. You do look like you were carved, sometimes."
He gave her a flat look. "That wasn't a compliment."
"Then you misunderstood it."
And for a moment, everything felt simple.
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