Chapter 44

Chapter 44: The Places He Needs To Be

Seol Jihu couldn't remember how he got back to his room. He staggered up the stairs and opened the front door with an emotionless face.

Underneath the window dyed in an orangey hue, the light of dusk drew a lengthy shadow and cast a shadow over his aged laptop.

Seol Jihu leaned against the wall and closed his laptop shut. He suddenly felt like a fool, thinking back to when he was busy calculating all those sums.

‘…Just a little bit.’

It'd be a lie if he wasn't just a tiny little bit expectant. However, the gap between reality and his imaginations proved to be too wide for him to bridge. The reality was cold and harsh as if it occupied the opposite end of the scale from his imagination.

His old habit reared its head; he pulled out a cigarette and began puffing out blue smoke.

Cough, cough.

His throat felt scratchy. His eyes stung. Maybe because of that, the tears he'd been holding back began streaming down.