chapter three:The first message, I saw you

Before she makes her kitten's den . She looked at the envelope and thought, "It's okay to try." But she didn't know that it might become an obsession. She took her little cat and started talking to it like crazy. 

Karen: Do you think I can do that? What's wrong? Don't be afraid. 

Karen seemed to not realize that she was just a newborn animal who didn't understand anything, but loneliness was difficult. 

Karen: Are you hungry? I will bring milk . Luckily for you, I have a milk carton for feeding. I'll go get it for you and we'll write the letter. Then we will make your bed. 

Karen took out a feeding bottle of milk. It looked old. It was hers . Karen was good at keeping things in mind. Not just things . Even friendship , But no one will pay attention to it . I took it and put milk in it and shook it. the Mom: Karen come for dinner. 

Karen: I will feed the cat and come right away. 

the mom: Is the cat more important than your dinner? Oh my God, do what you want. 

Karen started feeding the cat.

 Karen: Do you think he'll like me? But I've never liked girls even my own age. Am I hated? But I just wish to be loved . I will never succeed at anything, do you think so? When I read books, I always see that they say that solitude is better than friendship, and you will be fine and get used to it.... But I don't think I can take much longer. 

It's okay, at least he won't see my face. Maybe my face is the problem? But at least paper letters are better than talking directly. I'll be fine even if something happens it can't get any worse than this. 

At least Karen wouldn't hurt anyone, and even if she did, she wouldn't mean to. 

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Karen took a piece of paper, took her tools, and attached a pink ribbon as a frame for the letter. So she decided to write any word without thinking. she just wrote, "I saw you sitting by your front door today, umm just in case you want to reply put the letter behind the dead tree in the backyard of the school " . That's just what Karen wrote. It was stupid, really stupid. What was the point of the letter? As for the rest of the blank space of the paper, she decorated it and drew roses.But they were beautiful roses that she drew carefully. 

Mom: Karen, let's have dinner or I won't give you your share. 

Karen: Yes, yes I'm coming. 

Karen put the letter in the envelope and stuck a pink bow on the envelope. She put the cat on her bed temporarily. Karen: Mom, I'm here. Although Karen's mother seems poor, she can be a bit harsh. She saw Karen as an outcast whose actions were disgusting and unloved. However, she saw her younger son as the best person in the world. He was one year younger than Karen. He was popular for one reason: he was rude. Unfortunately, people like rude people, or teenagers in general like rude people. They see them as strong people. Although he was always causing problems, his mother always saw him as right. In some cases, mothers sanctify a specific person among their sons. Karen's brother is sacred to his mother . he is Lucifer. 

Lucifer: Mom, can I have Karen's piece of chicken? I need protein to grow my muscles. Karen: Shut up, I won't give it to you. 

Mom: Karen, I think you've gained weight recently, so I'll take it because your brother needs it. 

Karen wasn't fat and she didn't gain weight. Mom didn't just take the piece of chicken, she took something called confidence from Karen. The brother wouldn't have needed the piece of chicken. He was just mean. Karen was silent and then said : So I won't finish dinner. 

Then the mother shouted: Stop pampering and finish it. Do I have to throw it away? 

It was such a loud scream that Karen Karen sat back involuntarily. She was holding back her tears, and at that time the father did not say a word. When Karen finished her food, she went back to her room and thought of something.And it is....