Pain came first.
Not sharp. Not clean.
Heavy.
Like she'd been folded into herself and left there.
Seren's thoughts slipped sideways. Not quite dreams. Not quite memories. Something in between.
The Vault had always been a halfway place.
A liminal space between intention and consequence.
Between the future they promised and the past they couldn't bury.
And she had helped design it.
She remembered the first simulation waking up.
Not the ones that were supposed to follow scripts.
The one that asked her a question.
"Why am I afraid?"
Not what it was.
Not how long it had been in the loop.
Just that.
Just fear.
She hadn't answered. She'd logged the behavior. Tagged the fragment for reevaluation.
Then she'd gone home that night and stared at the ceiling until morning.
That was the moment it began.
The unraveling.
The doubt.
Lorne had seen the hesitation in her long before she voiced it.
He never threatened her. Never tried to remove her.
He just kept giving her more control.
That was how the Regulators worked. They didn't take your conscience. They let you strangle it yourself.
"Let the system sort itself," he told her once. "That's the elegance of recursion. The cleaner the parameters, the tighter the control."
She remembered staring at the core schematic on her screen and thinking:
This isn't a vault.
It's a mausoleum that thinks it's a mirror.
She heard Elian's voice, somewhere nearby.
Not the words.
Just the tone.
Defiant. Alive.
She had fought for the Vault because she thought it was the only way to preserve what mattered.
But she had betrayed it—truly, fully—the day she realized:
Preservation without truth is just another form of forgetting.
The pain flared again.
She felt someone lift her. Kaia? Elian?
Did it matter?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
But as darkness took her once more, she knew this:
If she died here, it would be as the version of herself she should have been all along.
A breaker of systems.
A writer of warnings.
And maybe—if they survived long enough to read them—a mother to a new kind of future