- A shadow
- The girl in Feghiliy's eyes felt like a shadow that never reached it's brightness,
as the opposite colors of her eyes could never combine into one true color.
The girl had a special appearance,
neither her diffrent eyes and her hair matched the ideal appearance of an true darkness or neither pure brightness.
It was like she was stuck in a dimension where neither the good or bad was the winner.
It really felt like she was having a battle between two opposite sides that was given to our mother nature,and like it could never maintain its balance. A balance called perfection…
- From an universe that once shined in endless colors and gave endless joy,happiness,serenity and peace
now it felt like such an universe never existed at all.
Like colors never had their chance to shine endlessly and show their beauty.
"Who are you, and what are you doing right here"
- Feghiliy asked the girl whoom he thought he knew from somewhere,so far away as if she belonged to a world too distant for his mind to reach.
"i think i know you from somewhere. Like i had met you in my dream,or even in my past life
It feels so nostalgic, just like a memory that left for my own good.
" So please, will you be kind and tell me your name.
-Feghiliy asked the girl so calmly and gently like she was so special to him.
- Like they were two souls that shared the same body.
-Her long dark hair touching the grass that has also been pulled away from it's color together with her two diffrent eyes slowly answered:
"I have no name
i'm just a being without equality… without true freedom.
i'm someone's spirit- yet i dont know whose.
I don't know my real identity, and i have no true intentions of my own.
Sometimes i feel like the darkness in my right eye, cold and endless.
Other times, i feel as bright as the light in my left eye- fleeting,false.
Maybe i was never meant to choose between them."
- Feghiliy was confused by the words that strange looking girl said
- He didn't understand what he was telling and what consequences may happen.
As he was managing to say another word
he sayed
"Dar-!
He didn't even managed to say the word he was about to say, he felt an unbearable pain in his chest
just like his heart was pierced into milion pieces as if they can never combine into one heart.
- The girl together with her one eye's depth that seemed like it could darken not only the universes, but everyone's heart.
And the other one's brightness that seemed like its beauty could lighten this universe and everyone's heart that was darken by the darkest of the dark—
at that moment, The girl completely sunked Feghiliy into depth's of her right eye.
- Feghiliy didn't even have the time to react, but be completely sunked into her eyes.
The only thing he was able to say was,
" Is this darkness really that connected with me."
...
"Nhh, where am i"
- Feghiliy whispered to himself,completely unconscious of where he was
- The next thing he saw towards him was a sea, like no other he saw.
Vast,umoving, like the sorrow in his chest— its depths neither black nor blue, but a shifting gray, where light had once touched darkness and birthed unnameble… something like her.
"The sea is neither black nor white, its something like me— a being stucked between two opposites and never find it's peaceful conclusion.
- Feghiliy Monologued, before he heard a voice of the girl that summoned him here.
She kindly said to him:
"You should go there Feghiliy Aughy— , tell me
does it really have color,
is it really necessary color to paint your soul…
Find it yourself.
- Feghiliy Aughy, felt like he was touched on his hand— it wasn't warm, nor was it cold - it was the kind of touch that made him question if he have ever been touched at all. As if the feeling came from a place where emotions had no name, only presence.
That moment felt like it could last forever
but instead
the hand instantly pulled him directly into the sea.
For a mere moment he thought he was free, a feeling he couldn't describe, to be more detailed he couldn't explain it either to himself.
"Blush"
- Feghiliy splashed into the water and starter sinking…
He thought is this really the end?
or is there more than that?
Closely opening his eyes he saw a memory.
He saw a little boy running through dark streets
His wish?
To be fair his only wish was to find an universe where this darkness can be destroyed and find a peacefull universe where ghosts dont take the soul of it's people and the nature doesn't want to ruin it's beauty
The boy always had a small light deep in his heart
like a hope of better life never vanished from his heart.
Everyone in that world was killed, he was the only survivor.
Sometimes it's confusing—
how can a boy that lost everything and be in the darkest universe still have a little light in his heart?
- Like he knew it will be better.
- Like he knew someone is going to rescue him.
- Like he knew that light always wins against the dark.
The boy's name was Feghiliy Aughy.
He was called even by the ghosts…
The Darkest Child With A Golden Heart.