The funeral was quiet.
There weren't many people — just a few neighbors, some of his mother's coworkers, and his homeroom teacher who awkwardly handed him an envelope before leaving early.
Minjae sat alone on the wooden bench outside the funeral hall, staring at the cup of cold coffee in his hands. He hadn't touched it.
He hadn't touched anything.
The sky was clear today. The air was fresh. It pissed him off.
How could the world still move when his had completely stopped?
His phone buzzed again.
Hyunwoo:
Bro, where are you?You don't have to go through this alone.
Jisoo:
Tch. Pick up. Idiot. I'll break your other hand if you keep ghosting us.
Minjae turned the phone face down on the bench. He didn't deserve them. He didn't deserve to be comforted.He was the reason she was gone.
His fists tightened until his nails dug into his palms.
The debt crew still existed. The man who swung the pipe was still out there. The one who smiled as his mother bled out was probably walking home like nothing happened.
His breathing got heavier.
His vision blurred.
His mother's last words rang over and over in his head.
"Promise me… you'll write your own."
What does that even mean?Write my own what? My own story?How can I do that now?
He clenched his jaw and slammed his fist against the bench, not caring about the sharp pain that shot up his arm.
If the world wanted to write him as a victim, then screw the world.
For the first time, Minjae's rage didn't paralyze him.It didn't suffocate him.It focused him.
Later that night, he went to the only place he could think of — the old outdoor basketball court where he used to hang out with Hyunwoo and Jisoo.
The court was empty. The only sound was the soft tap tap of his cheap sneakers against the wet concrete as he walked to the center.
He pulled out his phone and made a single call.
Hyunwoo answered instantly. "Bro—"
"I need you to train me."
Hyunwoo was silent for a beat, then his voice dropped low. "You sure? You don't come back from this."
"I don't want to."
Hyunwoo let out a long breath. "Okay. Meet me tomorrow, 5 AM. Don't be late."
Minjae hung up.
A second later, another message popped up.
Jisoo:
You better not be doing anything stupid without me.
Minjae couldn't help but let out a soft, bitter laugh.Even now, they wouldn't let him drown alone.
He looked up at the sky.There were no stars tonight.That was fine.
He wasn't looking for a way out anymore.
He was looking for a way through.
His story — his real story — started now.