4
Early the next morning, I went to the department store, bought the milk candies and pastries my son had wanted for a long time, and finally walked to the wedding section, pointing at a bright red wedding attire and asking the clerk to take it down for me to try.
After coming out of the fitting room and looking at myself in the mirror, looking a few years younger, I was a bit dazed.
The clerk looked at me and enthusiastically praised, "Is it for a wedding? Bright red is the most festive! So many people come here to buy clothes, but you're the first to wear this outfit so handsomely."
But I silently took off the clothes, pointed at another outfit in a more sober color, and asked the clerk to pack it for me.
Because a widow shouldn't wear red for remarriage.
When I walked out of the department store with bags full, I happened to bump into Ding Wanjun, who was out shopping with her brother-in-law.
She looked at me, first startled, then greeted me a bit awkwardly:
"Brother-in-law, why are you suddenly out shopping?"
Since her feigned death, I have been at home solely taking care of my son, and never had the leisure to go shopping, so seeing me buy so many things all of a sudden caught her by surprise.
I didn't want to engage with her much, so I found an excuse to brush it off.
But as we brushed past each other, she noticed the wedding attire peeking out from my bag, and her face suddenly turned serious.
We also bought our wedding items here back then; however, the wedding attire at that time was red.
And now, the wedding attire in my bag had turned into a plain color.
But why would a widower like me need to buy a wedding outfit?
She stood there stunned for a long time, to the point where her brother-in-law beside her noticed her unusual state.