10
The last time I saw Zhou Fuchuan, he was handing me the compensation money approved by the organization, covered in dust from travel.
A thick stack of envelopes, I opened one and glanced briefly; it was about five thousand yuan.
I was momentarily surprised. In an era when people couldn't even afford to eat, five thousand yuan was undoubtedly a huge sum.
He must have contributed his savings from the past few years to me as well.
I said nothing, nor did I take it. I just nodded and turned away to leave.
I seemed to hear him softly say "sorry" behind me. The words floated away with the cold wind, leaving no trace.
The weather had entered deep winter, bitterly cold, but after that would come spring, and all the hardships would yield to the warmth and blossoming of spring.
I did not look back.
He didn't come after me either.
We both tacitly understood that this was the best outcome.