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与这些词汇相关的意象有很多我正在输入带有英语字母的方形按键知道另一种与"生吃他们"相似的几

何形状吐出图片拼音我今天想到一个神,

有些人认为是西方的人们有时会考虑这种可以互换的力量我内心有种渴望要离开我会帮助它实现目标

morning. the smell of someone else's breakfast.

i'm having a drink the locals call a charger. 

recipe:

ice in water that was once melted ice.

upcycled ice. i had poured this blood orange soda in it which flattened alongside the ice.

added an energy drink. green dragon high caffeine.

then violife sweet cream seductive caramel.

that's been sitting on my counter unrefrigerated for almost a week.

it curdles, so i stir it with a straw.

breakfast. it turns a pale yellow like rich fresh butter.

on the counter are the remains of last night's dinner.

i fasted all day long until almost five, then ate an entire box of matcha mochi while waiting for the bus and watching cars pass, watching me.

when i got home i had some dill pickle hot cheetos with mango habanero sauce, a sunflower crisp salad, hummus, well market bean pops and a lot of coppola wine.

i was volunteering for austin film festival.

i have to be alone while i do this.

later i added hot ones ramen to my salad.

that's what i'm going to have for breaskfast.

the ramen soaked up the dried edamame and cabbage.

it's really good.

i'm going to stop writing about things that i can't control.

i'm just going to try to enjoy the life i have.

and stop worrying about what everyone else is doing.

and thinking.

and saying.

it's not hard, because what's hard is that:

worrying about everyone else.

i want an easy life.

i've struggled enough.

last night i felt so happy with a side of guilt.

i'm so tired of the guilt.

i don't believe that's what god wants.

i think god wants people to be happy and enjoy life.

today i'm going to make my whole world that church.

there's a balloon festival today.

i'll look into the sky and remember being a child in the desert.

now i'm an adult and i can enjoy this in a different way.

i'm so happy to be alive.

thank god.