JOSEF
Being in close proximity to Meredith was wreaking havoc with my entire being.
No, I wasn’t a virgin.
I wasn’t a kid.
And I hadn’t been chaste over the last fifteen fucking years.
But desire coursed through me like molten lava, melting my reserve and hardening my cock.
Fuck, I hadn’t felt that goddamn hard in years. If I didn’t calm down, I was likely to bust the seam of my too tight pants.
Why did she have to look so good?
Goddamn.
I craved this woman like I craved no other. Hungered for her even when she looked at me like she hated me.
That was okay. I could deal with her hatred. It would have been so much worse if she’d been indifferent.
Fact was, Meredith looked good.
Too damn good in her sedate dress with her hair wildfire pulled back from her face.
The dress was a little too big on her, bagging around her waist and arms where it should have been taken in by the dressmaker or seamstress. Her purse was scuffed, and her shoes were a different shade of gray.