He’s the One Who Looks Too Long

No one notices me.

Not really.

They see the dress, the hair, the polite smile. They assume I'm a cousin, a minor noble, a guest from some irrelevant house with no threat behind my name.

And I prefer it that way.

Because silence is sharper than scandal.

And invisibility is power, when you choose it.

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At court, the nobles circled each other like bored birds.

Whispers about dowries. Feasts. Minor rebellions at the northern border.

> None of it involved me.

I sat where I was told, offered nothing, watched everything.

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Except him.

> He watched me.

Not obviously. Not constantly.

But enough.

Enough that I noticed when his gaze lingered.

Enough that I pretended not to notice at all.

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He didn't speak to me that day.

He passed by in the hall. Close enough to brush my shoulder.

He didn't.

But he looked. Just once.

And I walked past him without blinking.

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That night, I wrote nothing in my journal.

No record of the gala.

No mention of him.

No thoughts worth saving.

> Because the moment I start writing about him is the moment he takes up space I didn't give him.

And I will never let him live inside my mind for free.

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