Chapter Ten: A Name Like a Knife
"Letting go is easy when no one calls your name. Harder when they scream it."— Shen Wei
It began with a shadow at the gates.
Not a metaphorical one — a real one. Tall, robed, and carried by wind that shouldn't have reached this far into the gorge. The guards stiffened as he passed. The prisoners stepped back like water parting around a blade.
He wore the crest of the North Wound Sect.
And he said only four words:
"I am here for Shen Wei."
They brought him to the Warden's Hall.They brought me in chains — not because I needed them, but because ceremony demanded control.
Zhao Gu stood at a distance, his mouth half-open, one hand pressed against a wall like he might melt into it if things got ugly.
He'd never seen me like this.
But the stranger had.
His name was Wu Kuan.
An Inquisitor. A hunter of defectors.
And once — just once — a man I called brother.
Not by blood. By sect.
Before I left. Before I shed that life like a skin that no longer fit.
"You've changed," Wu Kuan said, studying me like I was a ghost pretending to be real.
"So have you," I replied.
His robes were brighter now. His spirit flared in ripples beneath his skin — held back, but barely. He was proud of it. Power was the only language he ever studied.
"I heard rumors," he said. "They said you walked a path of negation. That you stripped away every weight. That you became…" He grimaced. "Nothing."
I said nothing.
The warden watched us like a man sitting between two wild beasts and unsure which one was tame.
Wu Kuan stepped closer.
"You were one of us. And now you think that makes you something more?"
"No," I said quietly. "It makes me less."
He paused. "Then why are they listening to you? Why does your name echo in sect halls while I'm still earning mine with blood?"
I met his gaze.
"They listen because I stopped shouting."
He didn't like that.
He slammed his hand on the table, and the wood split.
"I challenge you," he said, "by sect law. You abandoned us. You disgraced our lineage. I invoke the right of Retribution."
I could feel it then.
The expectation.
The silence. The tension. The sharp breath of the guard to my left. The invisible circle forming around us.
They wanted it.
They wanted to see Shen Wei again.
To watch me rise, fists clenched, aura flaring, blades of energy spiraling in the sky like in the stories.
But I wasn't Shen Wei.
Not anymore.
I looked at Wu Kuan.
And smiled.
"No."
The word dropped like a boulder in a still pond.
Wu Kuan blinked. "You… refuse?"
"Yes."
"You forfeit?"
"There's nothing to forfeit."
"You're a coward."
"I'm empty."
He drew his blade. The room tightened. The guards reached for theirs.
But I stood still.
And looked not at him — but through him.
"I have no self to defend. No honor to reclaim. No score to settle."
He raised the blade.
I didn't flinch.
"I could strike you down right now," he hissed.
"You could," I agreed. "But you'd be fighting a shadow."
He didn't move.
Because some part of him knew: I wasn't resisting him.
I wasn't afraid.
I wasn't even there in the way he needed me to be.
I was a mirror, and he saw himself — not an opponent.
He left that evening, sword sheathed, pride cracked.
I watched him vanish into the same wind he rode in on.
Zhao Gu sat beside me as dusk settled like ash.
"So that's what 'cultivating nothing' looks like," he muttered.
"No fireballs. No duels. Just a man letting go."
"I gotta say," he added, "your path is boring as hell. But I've never seen a cultivator walk away from a fight and win harder."
I smiled.
But something lingered.
Not fear.
Not regret.
Just… stillness.