Guilt

'Oh my God, how to explain?' I thought. But I still explain to him. He is the most precious to me, after all. "It's nothing, son. It is what a peepee is called."

"Mom, I have one more doubt." I nodded and added.

My mind was going blank. What is he going to ask now? "Ask me, son."

"My dick is also swollen right now. What to do?"

I never watched my son while he was asking me questions. I was answering him while I was washing the utensils.

When I turned around, I saw his dick raised in his trousers. I didn't know what to do. I have to answer his question, or else he may try to ask this question to someone else without thinking clearly.

I don't want my son to learn something bad from others. I heard and read many news stories about how children these days started to become drug addicted because they met the wrong people.

"Yes, son, I will help you and reduce the swelling of your dick, but you have to promise me something." I blurted due to my sudden worries and fear.

"What, Mom?" He asked.

"Promise me you won't say this to anyone." I told him. I didn't want others to think wrongly of him because of me either. He is such an innocent kid. He might not know what not to tell others.

"I promise"

"Even to Dad."

"Ok, I promise I won't say this to anyone, even to Dad."

"Lower your trousers." I don't know why I was doing that. I just didn't want him to get any bad habits just because I ignored this.

Jack immediately lowered his trousers and showed his dick. Wow, my son has grown up. He is not my baby boy anymore.

I went down on my knee and touched my son's dick for the first time. Jack shivered a little.

'He is so big and fat. Twice the size of his dad. Where did he get this from?"

I stopped thinking about other things for now. Slowly licked the tip of his dick. I decided to do the same he saw me doing to his dad so that he doesn't think we were doing something bad.

Again, he shivered.

"What happened, son?" I asked worriedly, thinking that I hurt him.

"It feels like a current is passing throughout my body." He replied in a shaky voice.

I don't know why, but I was happy by those words. I slowly started to suck my son's dick up and down to the end.

"Oh my God, wow, I don't know what to say, Mom. It feels so good." He said while he moaned.

I smiled and felt proud for some reason. Watching my son get his first blowjob by me and enjoying it made me feel happy. I was feeling butterflies in my stomach.

After 5 minutes of continuous blowjobs, suddenly, he grabbed my head. He pushed his dick deep inside my mouth and cum inside.

"Ahh, Mom, something came out. I feel so tired."

I drank my son's cum fully. I got up. Jack's dick got limp.

"Are you ok, son? See, your dick swelling is gone."

"I am ok, Mom. I liked it very much."

After that I told him to go and watch tv as I ran to the bathroom. I was surprised at what I just did.

I was feeling guilty but I was also feeling happy and excited for some reason. I was in a dilemma with everything.

I took a shower right then and there to calm my head down. I don't know what to do about it or think about it anymore.

After that, we spent the day like a normal mother and son or we acted. But in the evening, Jack came to me again.

"Mom, my dick raised again."

Without hesitation, I grabbed my son's dick and sucked till he cum inside my mouth. This time my body moved on its own.

He just enjoyed the moment, grabbing my head and pushing his dick inside my mouth like he owned me. It felt different. My pussy got wet. A was confused at everything. But I don't know why there was something in me that wanted it.

I kept thinking about this until my husband returned, at 9 and we all ate together and went to sleep.

But in the middle of the night, Jack woke me up. So I asked "What is it?"

"Mom, I can't sleep." he replied nervously

I instantly became worried and asked "Why? What happened?"

"My dick raised again." He replied sadly again.

I grabbed his mouth and looked at my husband to see if he was sleeping or not. Seeing him sleeping, I sighed in relief and turned to my son seriously and said, "Shut up. I told you not to speak about this in front of your Dad."

"But Mom…" He tried to reason but stopped him in the middle "Keep quiet. I will suck your dick."

I turned around and checked my husband to see whether he was sleeping again. Then I grabbed my son's dick and sucked it. But this time, he didn't cum fast. I sucked him for more than 15 minutes. The smell of his dick made me wet again.

But I controlled myself and grabbed his dick with my hand. I stroked as hard as possible, and he cum all over my face.

After that, he went to sleep, and I went to the bathroom to wash my face. Looking in the mirror. My face was covered in my son's cum. I got wet again and fingered myself thinking about sucking my son's dick. I reached orgasm immediately. It was intense.

Guilt washed over me again once my hit calmed down. I washed my face one more time and went out of the room to sleep.

But I kept thinking about what would happen tomorrow.