Hidden letters

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The fire is low, casting a soft golden glow. My gown is gone, replaced by a simple robe.

My crown sits forgotten on the vanity.

The palace was quiet now.

The music had faded, the nobles had gone, and the perfume of roses had been washed away by night air and solitude.

I sat by the writing desk, my head bowed over a piece of parchment.

My fingers trembled slightly as I dipped my quill once more into the ink.

The words came slowly at first… then all at once.

Dear Rowen۶ৎ,

I don't even know where to begin. I've started this letter so many times, and yet it never feels like enough.

You left so suddenly. You didn't say goodbye. You didn't give me a reason.

And I tried to be angry. I tried to hate you for it.

But I can't.

Not when every night I dream of the garden we built our memories in.

Not when I walk through the palace and see you in every shadow, every smile I can't seem to make anymore.

I miss you so much it hurts.

No one knows me the way you do. Not truly.

Not even the people who stand beside me and smile like they mean it.

They don't see through me.

You always did.

I don't know if you'll read this. I don't know if I'll be brave enough to send it.

But I hope… if you ever think of me… you'll remember how much I still carry you.

How much I still love you.

Come back someday.

Please.

I'll be waiting.

— Evelynne

 

My hands were damp from the tears I hadn't realized I was crying.

I folded the parchment gently, sealed it with a wax stamp bearing the crest of the royal family, and pressed it to my chest for a moment.

Then, quietly, I set it on the silver tray near my door — the one the servants used to collect letters for delivery in the morning.

I didn't sleep much that night. But for the first time in weeks, my breathing was lighter — because I believed my words would reach him.

I believed he'd know.

 

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A quiet hallway outside Evelynne's chambers. Dawn has only just touched the sky.

A servant carries a silver tray of letters — one sealed with the royal crest.

Rye stood in the corridor, hands clasped behind his back, perfectly groomed as always.

His eyes swept the tray, and the servant bowed.

"Any messages for His Highness or Lady Evelynne?" he asked.

"Only one for the military courier, my lord," the servant replied, lifting the envelope.

The seal caught the light.

Rye took it gently from the tray, examining the familiar handwriting.

His jaw tensed as he turned it over.

He knew that seal.

He knew that name beneath it.

Rowen.

The servant opened his mouth to protest, but Rye was already smiling calmly.

"I'll see that it's properly handled," he said smoothly.

"No need to concern yourself."

The man hesitated, then nodded. "Of course, Lord Rye."

Rye turned down a quieter hall, letter still in hand.

He didn't tear it. Didn't burn it.

Instead, he slipped it into the inner pocket of his coat. A silent burial.

She can write to him as many times as she wants, he thought.

But he'll never know.