Chapter 14.4 : Awakening

Kaelith woke choking on her own breath.

Not a scream.

Just a single, strangled gasp—ripping through her chest like she'd surfaced from drowning in something not water.

Her sheets clung to her like wet skin. Twisted. Suffocating. She sat up too fast. The room reeled, edges sliding sideways.

The dark didn't comfort her tonight.

It watched.

She reached for the lamp, fingers fumbling. The bulb flickered once, then stabilized—casting pale yellow light across the room.

Everything looked normal.

That was worse.

No stone chamber.

No slit-sun.

No kneeling children with blank eyes and burning names.

Just her bedroom.

Window shut.

Walls intact.

Silence settling into the corners like dust.

She blinked at her pillow—drenched.

Her skin glistened. Her heartbeat wouldn't settle.

She pressed a hand to her forehead.

No wound.

No mark.

But it burned—deep under the surface. A phantom line, pulsing in time with her blood. The spot where the blade had touched her in the dream felt real. Not like a memory. Not like a metaphor.

Like a brand.

She stood.

Shaky.

Her legs felt like someone else's—bones too long, joints too loose. Her breath dragged ragged through her throat as she crossed the room to the mirror.

The one she didn't trust.

Not anymore.

Not since the last time it hesitated to follow her.

She flicked the bathroom light on.

It buzzed overhead. Harsh. Unkind.

The mirror showed her face.

Bare.

Haunted.

Eyes wide.

Mouth slightly parted like the scream hadn't finished yet.

No glowing glyphs.

No ancient sigils traced in ash.

No reflection out of sync.

Just her.

And yet—

she didn't believe it.

She leaned in, breath fogging the glass.

Her hand rose, slow and unsure, and pressed against her forehead again. Still nothing. But she could feel it beneath the skin. The burn. The hum.

Like the name hadn't just been whispered.

Like it had been etched.

She closed her eyes.

Tried to breathe.

Tried to forget.

But the word pulsed behind her eyelids like a bruise blinking with light.

Ashema.

It wasn't memory.

It was hunger.

A need rising from beneath language. From under the foundation of every lie she'd ever been told.

She exhaled.

It came out soft.

Too soft.

She hadn't spoken.

But the word had.

"Ashema."

Her eyes snapped open.

The mirror looked back.

And her reflection—

just for a breath—

smiled.

Not her mouth.

Its.

And for a moment—one cold, shaking moment—Kaelith didn't know who had said the name.

Herself.

Or the girl in the mirror.