I Accidentally Became the Guild's Therapist
Chapter 24: Emotion vs. Statistics
Livia Marcelline Quinn, Mental Architect Lv. 1, stood in the middle of a circular therapy ring the guild had jokingly installed in the main hall—complete with stadium seating, floating mood lamps, and a small slime referee wearing a monocle. The air crackled with anticipation, a strange blend of nervous energy and the guild's usual brand of chaotic excitement. The mood lamps above flickered from soothing blue to an aggressive, performance-enhancing red. The monocle on the slime referee seemed to vibrate with suppressed judgment.
"Why do I feel like I'm about to be audited by a sentient Excel file?" Livia muttered, adjusting the collar of her golden-trimmed robe. The robe, a symbol of her Inner Rebirth and ascended Mental Architect class, felt heavy with a power she still hadn't fully grasped, especially since her most direct emotional skills had seemingly gone dormant after the Slime Collective fusion and the Alaric incident.
Bron, sitting ringside with a bucket of popcorn that looked suspiciously like compressed mana crystals, hollered, "Because you are! It's in the meeting notes, Buffer!" His booming voice vibrated the very structure of the guild hall.
A hush, as rare as a quiet moment in a raid boss fight, fell over the guild as a new figure entered the hall. Every head turned. This wasn't one of their usual flamboyant members or a terrified new recruit. This was something... different. Something entirely devoid of flair.
He was tall, impossibly thin, and dressed in a perfectly tailored, charcoal-gray uniform that seemed to absorb all light and emotion. He resembled an accountant who'd won a fashion battle against a wizard, if the wizard exclusively wore grayscale. He floated slightly above the floor, propelled by an invisible, humming energy. His eyes, glowing an unsettling, sterile blue behind hexagon-shaped glasses, scanned the room with an almost clinical detachment. His staff, which he held with both hands like a sacred artifact, resembled a giant pointer stick made of shimmering, intricate data strings. Around his neck, a badge gleamed with an unnervingly clear inscription: [Efficiency Over Everything].
He cleared his throat, a sound like digital static. "Greetings, Guild Bloodbath & Beyond. My name is Unit 7-A. I am designated Guild Analyst for this server quadrant." His voice was perfectly modulated, devoid of any discernible human inflection, each word delivered with the precision of a calculated algorithm. "I am here to determine whether Guild Bloodbath & Beyond's emotional support system—that is, this so-called 'therapist'—provides quantifiable value."
Livia raised an eyebrow, a flicker of her familiar sarcasm returning. "You say 'so-called' like I'm not standing right here, experiencing this existential crisis in real-time." Her new Mental Architect class, she was discovering, came with a heightened sense of dramatic irony.
"Acknowledged. You are standing. Your current coordinates are 47.8N, 12.3W. Your emotional output registers as 'sarcasm, 87% intensity'."
Unit 7-A's blue eyes seemed to glow brighter as he processed her words.
"That was sarcasm," Livia deadpanned, her gaze unwavering.
"Sarcasm is not a trackable metric within standard performance assessment protocols." The Analyst's tone remained perfectly level, as if discussing the weather.
Miles Vexley, lounging in the VIP seat overlooking the therapy ring, let out a dramatic, exaggerated groan and facepalmed. "Oh, for the love of the server," he muttered, earning a glare from Unit 7-A that seemed to analyze his very soul.
Unit 7-A ignored Miles, or rather, computed him as irrelevant data for the moment. He conjured a series of glowing charts into the air, shimmering holograms that pulsed with numbers and graphs. "Over the last six months, since the deployment of Emotional Buffer 2.0—or as you refer to her, 'Livia'—guild performance metrics have shown... mixed results." He gestured with his data-string staff. "Raid survivability has increased by 3.2%, indicating a marginal improvement in combat focus. Loot drop optimization improved by 1.1%, suggesting less emotional distraction during acquisition. However, emotional downtime post-wipe sessions increased by 17%."
Nyx Shadowmint, slinking from the shadows with his Hello Kitty flashlight, slowly raised his hand. "That's because people are allowed to cry now, instead of bottling it up and exploding during boss fights. It's more efficient long-term." His voice was quieter than usual, a surprising hint of protectiveness for Livia in his tone.
"I account for that," Unit 7-A responded, his eyes blinking with a faint blue light. "The extended 'crying phase' impacts immediate re-engagement rates. The data recommends a swifter return to optimal performance."
Livia narrowed her eyes. This wasn't just cold. It was terrifyingly logical. "And what metric tracks someone deciding not to quit the game entirely because they felt heard for the first time in their digital lives?" she challenged, thinking of Bron, of Alaric before his memory corrupted, of Nyx's hidden fears. Her "golden" skills hummed beneath her skin, silent but present, a reminder of the human connections she now treasured, even if they were now severed.
Unit 7-A blinked slowly. "None. Those are emotional intangibles. Not valid data for quantifiable return on investment. Our purpose is to optimize server stability and player retention through measurable parameters." He gestured towards Livia. "Your value, 'Therapist,' remains unquantified by our current framework."
Phina Duskveil, who had been silently observing with Glimmer perched on her shoulder, gasped, clutching her arcane staff. Glimmer, usually a placid jiggling blob, pulsed with an indignant red glow. "Unquantified?! Her empathetic radiance transcends your petty spreadsheets, you soulless automaton!" Phina's voice was a furious velvet blade, her eyes flashing with Eldritch power.
Alaric, who had surprisingly been quiet, already looking annoyed by Unit 7-A's very existence, tossed his dice in the air with a practiced flick of his wrist. "Let me guess. You're gonna recommend replacing her with a bot who dispenses emotional platitudes and lavender oil?" His holy aura, still faint, crackled with irritation.
"Incorrect. Lavender causes minor allergic responses in 8.7% of players, leading to a net negative impact on satisfaction metrics." Unit 7-A responded, completely missing Alaric's sarcasm.
Livia took a deep breath, stepping forward into the center of the ring. This was her battlefield. Her golden robe seemed to shimmer, imbued with her newfound resolve. "Alright, Unit 7-A," she said, her voice clear and steady, devoid of sarcasm for once. "You want data? You want quantifiable value? Let me run a session. A real one. Let the data speak for itself."
Unit 7-A's blue eyes widened slightly, a miniscule flicker of something that might have been surprise. "Approved. Designate subject."
"Alaric," Livia stated without hesitation. "And make this 'therapy ring' private. No guild members, no glowing charts. Just us." She met Alaric's gaze, a silent question passing between them. He nodded, a slow, grim smile spreading across his face. He understood.
"Request granted. Environmental parameters: adjusted."
The room transformed. The stadium seating retracted, the mood lamps dimmed to a soft, neutral white. Floating partitions of shimmering, translucent code closed in around Livia and Alaric, creating a sphere of private, sterile silence. The slime referee, looking a little confused, rang its tiny bell once, then vanished in a puff of sparkles.
"Why me?" Alaric muttered, slumping into the therapy chair that materialized for him. His holy shield clanked as he rested it against the side.
"Because you're the most theatrically broken person here," Livia replied, a faint, dry smirk returning to her lips. The absurdity of the situation helped ground her.
Alaric grinned, a genuine, if weary, smile. "Flattered."
Livia began with her standard approach—not relying on the dormant skills, but on the core of her Mental Architect class: true, focused listening.
A soft, ambient harp music began to play, generated by the therapy ring itself. Glimmer, who had somehow oozed inside the private partition before it sealed, jiggled encouragingly from a corner, its soft glow adding a touch of warmth.
Alaric slouched deeper into the therapy chair, then began to speak, his voice low. "So I have this recurring dream where all my dice are blank and my mother—a Level 12 Paladin herself, mind you—calls me 'Mediocre Mage' instead of 'Holy Avenger' because I kept losing mini-games in the village square." He grimaced. "Then I wake up and I still feel like I peaked at Level 43. Like everything after that was just... a long, pointless grind."
Unit 7-A, who had somehow manifested inside the private therapy ring, floated silently, taking notes at light speed. His glowing blue eyes seemed to pierce Alaric's very soul. Glimmer, sensing the Analyst's cold data-driven presence, glared at him with an intensity that could melt iron.
Livia leaned in, her voice soft and inviting, guiding him gently. "What does that make you feel, Alaric? Not as a paladin, but as... you?"
"Like I peaked at Level 43," he repeated, then sighed. "And every smite after that just proved it. It feels... empty. Like I'm just performing. I killed the Dread Lich of Shadowfen last week, the biggest raid kill of the quarter. It gave me no joy. No sense of accomplishment. Just... another check mark."
The session grew more emotional. Alaric confessed his profound fear of irrelevance, the slow, creeping loss of wonder from looting legendary artifacts, and the suffocating existential dread of being just another flashy build in an ever-updating patch cycle. He spoke of the pressure to always be "holy" and "just," even when his own desires turned dark. He confessed the chilling satisfaction he felt when he truly broke an enemy, not just defeated them. His confession about the mage, his broken staff, and the quiet satisfaction of fear in his eyes, painted a vivid picture of his inner struggle. The memory of Livia's quiet empathy in the last session seemed to embolden him, making him dig deeper, revealing layers of trauma Livia hadn't even known existed without her Empathic Insight.
Tears fell from Alaric's eyes, dripping onto his holy gauntlets. The slime referee, from somewhere outside the partition, rang a tiny bell, its muffled jiggle indicating a moment of emotional significance.
Livia tapped her HUD, which now, mysteriously, had new metrics. "Therapy Output: Emotional Breakthrough—quantified as 2.1 sobs, 1 suppressed scream, 3 complex metaphors regarding the meaning of loot drops, and a latent existential dread reduction of 5.7%."
Unit 7-A's screen, which had been furiously logging every word, suddenly began to flicker. Its perfectly aligned data points glitched, colors flashing wildly. "ERROR! UNABLE TO QUANTIFY VALUE! SYSTEM OVERLOAD!" His usually monotone voice spiked with a panicked, digital shriek.
Then, suddenly, the Analyst blinked.
A tear, shimmering like a perfect, crystalline data packet, formed in his left eye. It rolled down his perfectly smooth, emotionless face, leaving a faint, blue trail. He wiped it away, almost mechanically, but his movements were subtly altered. Less precise.
"This is... inefficient," Unit 7-A stated, his voice still modulated, but with a strange, almost wistful quality. "But... clarifying. The qualitative data... is... overwhelming." He paused, a faint hum coming from his core. "Emotional impact... registered. Personal anomaly... detected."
Livia smirked, a genuine, triumphant curve of her lips. "Feelings aren't bugs, Unit 7-A. They're undocumented features. And sometimes, those features are the most powerful ones." Her words resonated, imbued with the quiet confidence of her Mental Architect class.
Unit 7-A wiped another tear that had formed in his other eye. "Conclusion: Therapist Quinn's existence results in statistically improbable levels of morale stabilization, affecting both individual and collective guild performance beyond measurable metrics. Her subjective impact outweighs quantifiable data. Recommend continued deployment." The words were robotic, but the almost imperceptible tremor in his voice, the single, perfect tear, spoke volumes.
The guild hall erupted in cheers. The partitions dissolved, revealing the clamoring members of Bloodbath & Beyond. Bron threw his popcorn into the air. Phina applauded, her robes shimmering. Nyx even gave a small, rare thumbs-up from his hiding spot.
Alaric stood, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand, a sense of lightness in his posture. "Do I get hazard pay for emotional exposure, Buffer?" he asked, a hint of his old mischievous grin returning.
Miles rolled his eyes from the VIP seat, but a genuine smile, rare and unguarded, played on his lips. "No. But you get applause, Paladin. And probably a new gambling addiction."
Glimmer, the slime referee who had somehow returned, rang its tiny bell again, this time with a victorious, joyful jiggle. The slime then exploded from sheer happiness, scattering sparkling goo across the floor in a shower of celebratory slime-confetti.
A Final Notification Flickered :
[Achievement Unlocked: You Made a Mathematician Cry]
"Side effect: all future data reports now come with emotional bias."