Chapter 33: First Steps, Not Final Answers

They didn't pick a venue.

They didn't debate color palettes or flowers.

They barely talked about the wedding at all.

Instead, one evening over takeout and bare feet on the coffee table, Will looked at Eliza and asked, "What do you want our life to look like?"

Not the day.

The life.

Eliza didn't answer right away.

She pushed a noodle around her plate with her chopsticks, eyes distant.

"You mean five years from now? Ten?"

"I mean tomorrow. A year from tomorrow. Fifty, if we're lucky."

She gave him a look — sharp, assessing.

Not because she didn't want to answer.

Because she wanted to get it right.

"I want to keep building," she said finally. "But slower. More intentionally. I want to invest in people, not just markets."

He smiled. "You sound like a nonprofit director."

"I've been sleeping with one. It's contagious."

Will chuckled, then set his box down and leaned toward her.

"I want kids someday," he said gently. "Maybe not now. But… it's something I think about."

Her expression didn't shift.

But her breath did.

A tiny pause.

Then, "I don't know if I'll be any good at that."

He reached for her hand. "You don't have to be good. You just have to be real. I've watched you mentor interns, negotiate with bull-headed execs, help Lydia navigate press fallout, and still have the presence of mind to make sure I eat actual food during long weeks."

"That's survival," she muttered.

"That's love," he corrected. "The quiet kind. The real kind."

She squeezed his hand but didn't look at him. "I'm afraid I'll lose myself. That I'll soften so much I won't recognize who I used to be."

Will shifted closer, brushing his thumb along her knuckles.

"You're not losing anything, Eliza. You're becoming. Power doesn't have to be armor anymore."

He kissed her temple. "And I'll be right here. When it gets messy. When it gets hard. When it gets real."

She closed her eyes, pressed her forehead to his.

And let herself exhale.

Later that night, she lay beside him in bed, tracing the lines of his chest, still thinking.

"What if I never get it all right?" she whispered.

He didn't open his eyes. Just laced their fingers together.

"Then we get it wrong," he said. "Together."

They didn't write a checklist.

They didn't set a date.

But in the stillness, with rain ticking against the windows and her hand resting over his heart, they both understood:

The first step wasn't down an aisle.

It was choosing, every day, to stay.

Not because it was easy.

But because it was worth it.