Adam's harsh words hung in the cold night air between them. He expected her to recoil to become defensive to offer some panicked excuse. Sophia's reply however was not what he anticipated. It was simple. It was direct. It disarmed him completely.
"I was worried about you," she said. Her voice was soft yet steady. It was a simple statement of fact.
Her words stunned him. He stared at her his mind struggling to process her response. His world had become a brutal equation of survival. Worry was a luxury a weakness. It was an emotion that got people killed.
"Did I ask for your concern?" he retorted his own voice colder than he intended.
Sophia flinched at his harsh tone. He could see it even in the dim light of the streetlamp. A part of her was already afraid of him. He could see the fear that had been building in her since their encounter in the park.
But there was something else in her eyes now too. A deep unshakable sincerity. He realized with a jolt that when she had snuck out of her house she had not just been afraid of her parents catching her. She had been afraid of him. She had been afraid that he would see her disobeying his direct order.
She had known he would be angry. But she had come anyway. The depth of her concern for him outweighed her fear of his wrath. The thought was so foreign to his new way of thinking that it left him momentarily speechless.
And yet now that she was here he was lashing out at her exactly as she had feared. But it didn't seem to matter to her. The worry in her eyes did not waver.
He pressed on his frustration growing. He felt a desperate need to push her away to make her understand the danger she was putting herself in.
"Answer me," he demanded his voice rising. "Did I tell you to worry about me? I told you not to leave your house. Why did you come out here?"
His aggressive questioning finally broke her composure. Tears welled up in her eyes shimmering in the dim light. They traced silent paths down her cheeks. "I wanted to bring you to my house," she confessed her voice thick with emotion. "I had this feeling... this awful feeling that if I left you out here alone something terrible would happen to you."
Her words hit him with the force of a physical blow. He was stunned into silence again. He could not understand why she was so determined to involve herself in his life. He had a plan. A clear logical plan. He would deal with her bullies. Her problems would be solved. And then he would cut off all interaction with her.
He would become a ghost a stranger she once knew. It was the only way to protect her. It was the only way to ensure that the constant danger that shadowed his own life did not bleed into hers and consume her too.
He had to keep her separate. He had to keep her safe. But her behavior her stubborn unyielding concern was making that impossible. It was a variable he had not accounted for. And it was throwing his entire strategy into chaos.
He did not want her to get caught in his mess. He opened his mouth to refuse to tell her to go home to leave him alone for her own good.
But before he could speak Sophia took a deep shuddering breath. She lowered her head staring at the cracked pavement at her feet. She seemed to be gathering every ounce of courage she possessed. When she looked up again her tear-filled eyes were filled with a startling new determination.
"You can say whatever you want to me," she said her voice quiet but firm. "I'll listen to all of it. You can yell at me. I'll take it all. But please just come with me. I won't leave your side. I'm not leaving you here alone until you come with me."
Her declaration hung in the air a quiet unwavering ultimatum. Adam was left completely speechless. His mouth was slightly agape. He had no response. He had built walls of logic of cold hard necessity around himself. And she had just walked straight through them with a simple stubborn refusal to let him face his demons alone.
Sophia stood her ground her gaze still fixed on the pavement. She had said her piece. Now she waited.
Adam stood there for a long moment his mind a storm of conflicting thoughts. He was a creature of loops of calculated violence. Her simple heartfelt plea did not compute. He turned his head slowly and looked back at his own house.
He saw the dark windows the hidden bombs the promise of a lonely violent death waiting just for him. He looked back at Sophia at her small determined form standing on the dark street. She was offering him a sanctuary a temporary reprieve from the solitary hell his life had become.
He let out a long heavy sigh a sound of deep and profound resignation. "Alright," he said the word barely a whisper. "Let's go. Quickly."
Sophia's head snapped up at his words. A look of pure shock spread across her face. She stared at him as if she couldn't believe what she had just heard. But Adam had already turned. He was already walking away from his dark home and down the street towards hers.
A slow radiant smile bloomed on Sophia's face. It was a smile that lit up the dark street. She nodded to herself a quick happy motion. And then she began to walk her steps light and hopeful as she followed him into the night.
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