They don't want me.
Her husband didn't care. Her son didn't care. Bai Zhi wanted her dead.
What was the point of surviving this hell when no one in the world cared whether she lived or died?
If only her parents were alive! If only she were still the Li family princess... She wouldn't have gone through all this...
She felt her spirit collapse inward, shattering like thin ice under too much weight.
Tears continued to fall, hot and silent, as her body slumped forward, limping in their grip.
The scarred man crouched down, gripping her chin to force her empty eyes to meet his. "Call your son again," he ordered coldly.
She didn't move. She didn't even blink. She no longer cared.
"Call him!" he roared, backhanding her so hard her head snapped to the side, her vision bursting into stars of pain.
Hands trembling violently, Yueyao reached for the phone and dialled Xuan'er's smartwatch again.
This time, her tears blurred the screen so much that she could barely see.
When the call connected, his small face appeared. He was sitting on the couch, his feet dangling, eating snacks while Bai Zhi helped him peel an orange.
"Xuan'er… baby…" Yueyao whispered, her voice so broken it barely came out. "Look at Mommy… please… please save me… Mommy is scared… Mommy… loves you… so much…"
The kidnapper suddenly grabbed her hair, yanking her head back to expose her neck. He pressed a knife to her throat, drawing a thin red line of blood.
"Tell your daddy to send ten million yuan right now if you want her alive!" he barked.
Xuan'er just stared blankly at the screen. His little lips pursed before he turned to Bai Zhi, who smiled softly at him.
"Auntie Bai, Mommy is so annoying," he said, his childish voice tinged with irritation, "Why can't she just die already? I don't want her... You are my mommy now."
At that moment, the last sliver of light in Yueyao's soul flickered and went out. Her body went limp as the phone fell from her hands onto her lap.
She stared blankly ahead, tears silently falling down her cheeks, dripping onto the dirty concrete floor.
Her son didn't want her. Her husband wouldn't save her. Bai Zhi wanted her dead.
She was utterly, completely alone.
The kidnappers laughed and snapped more photos, sending them to their boss. One of them leaned down and whispered into her ear, his breath reeking of stale cigarettes.
"You see? No one's coming for you. You are nothing. Just meat. Just a body to use until it rots."
But Yueyao didn't hear him. She didn't feel the cold anymore, or the burning pain in her shoulders, or the blood trickling down her neck.
All she felt was emptiness.
She had died a long time ago. She just hadn't realised it until now.
And as darkness swallowed her vision, Lin Yueyao stopped hoping altogether.
The darkness of the small room pressed against her eyes like heavy iron slabs.
Yueyao lay curled up on the cold cement floor, her knees drawn tightly to her chest despite her tied wrists and bruised arms.
Each breath came out as a ragged, rattling wheeze through cracked, blood-caked lips.
She had stopped crying hours ago, or maybe it was days.
Time blurred in endless cycles of pain and numbness, pain and numbness, pain and numbness… until there was nothing left but silence inside her mind.
Her stomach cramped painfully with hunger. Every nerve felt raw, every joint burned from the tight ropes, and her head pounded with a constant migraine that made her vision pulse black and white. But all of it felt so distant, as if it belonged to another body entirely.