Chapter 44; Neither of them spoke

The moonlight streaming through the tall glass windows bathed his handsome face in a cold, ghostly glow.

His jaw clenched tightly as a strange, unfamiliar emotion twisted through his chest like a blade.

Guilt… or perhaps… fear.

In the bathroom, Yueyao's hoarse cries mingled with the wet sounds of her retching, her knees scraping painfully against the cold marble as she clung to the toilet bowl, her entire body shaking uncontrollably.

Tears streamed down her face as she pressed her forehead against the freezing porcelain, her raw throat burning with acid and despair.

'Even if I die… it won't be in your arms…'

Shen Xiao stood at the bathroom door, his tall frame leaning against the polished oak as he watched her retch violently into the toilet.

Her thin shoulders heaved with each painful gag, tears streaming down her pale, clammy cheeks. The dress she wore clung to her damp back, revealing the sharp ridges of her spine beneath translucent fabric.

Something twisted sharply in his chest at the sight. Anger, confusion, and something darker and unfamiliar burned through his veins.

"Are you done?" His voice was low, rough with an emotion he couldn't name.

She didn't answer. She stayed hunched over the toilet bowl, her trembling fingers gripping the edge so tightly her knuckles turned white.

He took a slow step forward....

"Yueyao…" he called her name, his tone softening ever so slightly.

But she flinched violently at the sound, her back arching as if struck. She wiped her mouth with the back of her shaking hand, her chest heaving with ragged, painful breaths.

"Don't… call me that," she croaked out, her voice raw and shredded like torn silk. "Don't… ever call me that again."

He frowned, his dark brows drawing together, "You are my wife. I will call you whatever I want."

A bitter laugh tore from her cracked lips, echoing coldly in the tiled room. She pushed herself up on trembling legs, her entire body swaying as dizziness washed over her.

"Wife…?" she whispered, her empty eyes lifting to meet his stunned gaze in the mirror, "I was never your wife… I was just your trophy woman… your caged pet… your consolation when she wasn't around. You never treated me as your wife!"

Her words hit him like physical blows. His chest constricted painfully, but his face remained cold and impassive.

She turned away from him, stumbling back into the master bedroom.

The heavy curtains fluttered softly in the air-conditioned draft, casting shifting shadows across the plush carpets.

Without a word, she climbed into the massive king-sized bed, pulling the thick duvet up to her chin despite the summer heat. Her thin body curled tightly on one side, facing away from him.

Shen Xiao stood there for a long moment, his eyes fixed on her trembling form.

The moonlight pouring in through the windows cast a cold glow across her tear-streaked face.

His fists clenched uselessly by his sides. A deep, suffocating frustration rose in his chest, a feeling he couldn't name, a feeling he didn't want to admit he felt.

Finally, he sighed heavily, running a hand through his neatly styled hair before walking to the couch across the room.

He unbuttoned his shirt cuffs and rolled up his sleeves, sinking heavily onto the leather cushions. The cold leather creaked softly beneath his weight.

Neither of them spoke.

The silent room felt unbearably loud with only the sound of the ticking clock and her ragged breathing filling the space between them.