Chapter 56; You can hate me

Outside, the mansion halls stretched dim and endless, the faint scent of sandalwood still clinging to his clothes as his heavy footsteps echoed off the cold marble.

His obsidian eyes were dark with silent questions and a cold, rising dread.

'Why… why would she reject her own son…?'

HALLWAY OUTSIDE SHEN XUAN'S ROOM – PAST MIDNIGHT

The door closed softly behind him, sealing away his son's quiet, broken sobs.

Shen Xiao stood in the dim corridor, his broad back rigid as he pressed a hand against the cool mahogany door. For a moment, his long fingers trembled faintly against the polished wood.

The faint golden lamplight casts stark shadows across his chiseled face, hollowing his sharp cheekbones and accentuating the cold lines of his jaw.

He drew in a deep, slow breath, letting it burn down his throat and settle like ice in his chest.

Inside his mind, her voice echoed over and over, shattering the silence he tried so hard to maintain.

"Let me go… please… I don't want anything… I don't want your child… I don't want you…"

Her words sliced through him with a sharpness that burned and froze at once.

She didn't want him.

She didn't even want her son.

That thought festered like rot in his chest, churning with a darkness he couldn't name. The rage was so cold it felt almost peaceful. A grief so raw it sickened him to acknowledge it.

'Why…?' he thought, staring blankly at the swirling patterns on the marble floor beneath his polished shoes.

In all the years he had known her, watched her kneel silently at his feet, smile obediently through her tears, cradle their son with infinite warmth even when he ignored her for weeks, never once had she rejected Shen Xuan. Never once had her gaze been empty when looking at their boy.

But today… Today, her eyes were dead.

Not just tired. Not just broken.

Dead.

Like something inside her had finally been ripped out beyond repair.

He clenched his jaw until pain shot up his temples, his fingers curling into fists so tight his nails bit into his palms.

'No. I won't allow it.'

His chest heaved once as his breath escaped him in a silent snarl.

She could hate him. She could scream, cry, beg, and curse him to hell for eternity. But that gaze, that hollow, indifferent emptiness, he would not tolerate.

Because emptiness meant she no longer feared him.

No longer loved him.

No longer felt anything for him at all.

And that was something Shen Xiao could never accept.

He straightened slowly, shoulders broad and unyielding beneath his crisp black shirt, obsidian eyes glittering with silent, twisted resolve.

'You can hate me, Yueyao… but you will never be free of me. Even if I have to break you further to bring you back to me… I will.'

Shen Xiao stood in the silent corridor outside Shen Xuan's bedroom. The dim golden lights along the hallway cast his tall frame in long, fractured shadows against the cream marble walls.

For a moment, he stood there motionless.

His gaze remained fixed on the dark polished floor, brows knitted slightly as exhaustion and turmoil churned beneath his cold exterior.

The mansion was silent at this hour, too silent. Even the ticking of the ornate grandfather clock down the hall felt muffled, almost hesitant to intrude upon his thoughts.

Why?