Chapter 5 Successful attempt

In fact when Sengkuni monitoring Soka's family for the first time he felt suspicious of this unusually large toilet room but after checking it and watching Soka pooping for 30 minutes straight he felt so stupid thinking what am I doing, why must I watch and smell a kid pooping for 30 minutes straight everyday.

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from what I remembered in the original story, Soka will activate pushing power from the deva path as his first rikudo power. So with smaller training place, the risk of training place got blown up will be bigger that's why I need my toilet room to be as big as possible to minimize the risk of my training room got blown up room.

After I do every kind of acts to get bigger toilet room, in the end I managed to get three meters square toilet room. My mother thinks that this is absurd but my father just smiled and say "as long as this can make Soka happy it doesn't matter how absurd this is"

Actually I'm planning to use this room to train my mana control after my mana got activated because mana control exercises explained in detail in the novel.

Mana control is very important in this world. With better mana control I can learn magical technique which commonly known as mantradhara in this world and indrajala (illusion techniques)faster. And with better mana control I can release mantradhara and indrajala faster and stronger so this is the foundation of getting stronger in this world.

This mana control was so important to the point that the prestigious clan in this world monopolize the knowledge about mana control exercises. Mana control exercises only taught to descendants of the prestigious clan by their elder and even in the ksatrya academy they didn't teach mana control exercises.

Ksatrya from civilians background in this world can only see every member of prestigious clan as geniuses that must be respected. Geniuses that they can't reach, because they don't know about mana control exercises existed.

Those from the prestigious clan justify this act as an act to maintain orders and peace, after all if these exercises are in the hands of the evil, then these exercises can create countless stronger evils.

Sadly I never managed to activate my mana before Sengkuni come to me, so I can't do my mana control exercises. Now I put my priority to try activating my rikudo power in that 30 minutes time frames because even though my mana got activated I don't know any mantradhara and indrajala techniques. Besides that I don't have any excuse to fool Sengkuni if a clueless kid suddenly releasing mantradhara or indrajala.

It's been three weeks since that day and everyday for 30 minutes I dedicated myself to activate my rikudo power but I've yet to see any result of my training. I've tried to stimulate my mental state by using what ever in my memory including movie scenes or anything else but I am still failed to activate rikudo power.

After failed for so many times today I decide to try something new. Because from all the mental trainings I've done no matter how emotional I get, it doesn't activate rikudo power. Circulating my mana while at the same time stimulating my mental state also didn't work.

Actually my training in these three weeks isn't completely fruitless, because of my diligence training in stimulating my mental state now I can somehow do some kind of thing similar to hypnotizing myself.

I will try to recreate the scene of my parents got murdered in front of me. Uhm somehow I feel like I'm turning into a psychopath.

"huft huft huft"

Shit I still failed to activate rikudo power. I come out of the toilet and as usual doing my training under the guise of playing while at the same time reviewing my failures in activating rikudo power.

After comparing all of my failures I decide to think like Soka in the original story. What is in Soka mind when his parents got murdered in front of him.

In my previous attempt seeing my parents got murdered in front of me, make me mad and want to kill those murderers, but maybe the original Soka think diferently. Hmm what is Soka thinking.

I'm different from the Original Soka and I'm not transmigrator or reincarnator who replace Soka when he already has thinking capability.

The only way to know how the original Soka think is to summarize all of his actions and ideologies from the original story.

Soka code name in the original story is Bathara he think himself as some kind of God of destruction who must spread the suffering to everyone equally and make them feel the same kind of pain so that everyone can understand each other making the world be better place to life.

From what I undestand, it's about empathy, after all kind of tragedies he suffered in the original story he become someone who thinks that people who can't understand each other are hurting each other.

They are waging war everywhere and making other people's life miserable. They are scheming and betraying each other for their own gain because they don't have emphaty towards each other. Hmm he is someone who always think about emphaty.

The little Soka from the original story whose yet to understand how the world work, what will he think when he see his parents got murdered in front of him. He grow up as an adult who always think about emphaty.

I'm doing my workout while continue to think about what the little Soka think

"arghhh....I don't understand anything"

I slammed the stone I carry to the ground and rummaging my hairs. Sengkuni who was watching from somewhere startled from his half dazed state and curiously watching Soka.

"huft...huft...uhft..ah..."

some kind of idea crossed his mind

Yeah that Soka is yet to understand anything, unlike me who immediately feel mad and then think about revenge by killing those murderers. Maybe Soka whose yet to understand anything feel confused.

I don't need to overthink, maybe in his confused state he will think what happened why did they do that to my parents and then the realization hit him that his parents are dead making him overwhelmed by sadness.

Maybe he didn't even have the intention to kill those murderers, he just accidentally kill those murderers.

When Soka meet Prabha he was still a good and naive kid. it's hard to imagine pure and clueless kid consciously killing peoples and act so innocently afterward, except if he is inborn psychopath or someone who possessed by an old soul like the current Soka.

Okay tomorrow I will test this hypothesis. If I do my toilet hidden training now it will be too suspicious. Furthermore with my recent emotional outburst I'm sure Sengkuni attention focused on me. Now I must continue to act like my everyday act to ease Sengkuni's suspicion.

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*BOOM*

The toilet room and it's surrounding shaking, luckily the door of the toilet didn't shatter even though it's wooden door. Maybe because it's the farthest from my position.

"huft...huft...huft..."

A smile creeping out from the corner of my lips but I hide it immediately.

*SLAM*

my dad whose yet to go to work and my mom burst in from the toilet room's door looking all worried and I'm sure someone else is bursting in together with them so I must act confused. I already simulating this scene numerous times in case I make some scene when I successfully do my hidden training.

"are you okay my son?"

"Soka are you okay?"

"ugh mom dad"

I run to my parents like asking for hug and I cried while hugging them after seemingly calming down I explained to them and to someone who's hiding somewhere nearby.

"nothing happened to me mom dad it's just suddenly the earth shaking and some loud noise come from the wall I don't know what happened *sob*sob*"

my parents hugging me again

"it's okay it's okay nothing bad will happen to our little Soka"

To make this scene seems even more real I even didn't wipe my ass because I need to act as confused, helpless, startled, and afraid as possible to the point that I forget about everything else ugh so embarrassing.

As far as I remember in the original story everyone who have rikudo power have different abilities the only same thing about them is that they have six abilities and their sixth activated ability will always give them ability to summon Vidhinium. Ofcourse I only know three rikudo's user from the novel.

Among those three I'm the only one who have gravity power, while the other two have many similar but different abilities, my abilities are very different from them maybe because I'm not the original owner of rikudo but with this information gap I'm relatively safe from Sengkuni suspicion. At the very least he is unsure if I already managed to activate my rikudo power.

This incident maybe will make Sengkuni feel suspicious but I think he will not know about what exactly happened in the toilet room except if he was coincidentally monitoring me at that time in the toilet.

Coupled with the embarrassing act I pulled, and his ignorance of my reincarnator status, I'm sure he is very confused, because in his eyes I'm only a clueless innocent little kid.

In the coming days Sengkuni decide to try to monitor Soka inside the toilet. Soka who expecting this, decide to cease his training and only doing mental training like simulating battle scene he may face in the future and thinking what he will do to make his training less suspicious.

After a week of watching and smelling kid pooping without any result Sengkuni feel annoyed and decide to stop doing it.

I can't practice rikudo power openly but I can exercise my mana. In my opinion mana excercise can be classified in to two category which is exercise to increase the total amount of mana and exercise to improve the control of mana.