The snow hadn't stopped falling since they left the city.
Wind howled like a grieving widow through the pines as Emily clung to the saddle, her fingers raw inside her gloves, her breath misting in the freezing air. The horse beneath her galloped fast, guided not by her but by the vampire who rode ahead, Lady Callista, swift and sure, never once looking back.
Emily didn't need her to.
She already knew there was nothing behind them worth turning around for. Only the aftershock of Adrian's collapse, the chaos it left in its wake, and the terrifying silence that had followed.
He had fought for her.
And now… he was barely alive.
Callista reined in the horse as they reached the tree line, her voice firm through the storm. "We stop here. We wait until the transport reaches us."
Emily slid off her saddle and stumbled a little, her legs aching, her throat raw from the wind.
"I still don't understand," she said between gasps. "What happened? Why did he send you to get me before the trial?"
Callista's expression flickered. "Because Adrian knew what was waiting for him. The Council was never going to forgive his bond with a human. Their summons was just a trap; to contain him, strip him down, unmake him if they had to."
Emily clenched her fists. "But he went anyway."
Callista met her gaze. "He always intended to go. He knew they would demand proof. And if he showed them what he really was…"
She paused.
"They would try to destroy him."
Emily's breath hitched. "Did they?"
A gust of wind cut between them. For a long moment, Callista said nothing.
Then she answered softly, "They tried."
.....
One week earlier : The Council Chamber
The final moments of Adrian's battle echoed like a legend already turned to myth.
When Adrian revealed his lineage, his full transformation the Council did more than fear him. They retaliated.
Seraphiel had not lifted a blade. She hadn't needed to. The chamber itself became the weapon.
The sigils lining the ancient floor activated in unison, charged by the blood rites of old. They weren't designed to imprison him; they were meant to dissect him.
Invisible blades of pure Tide energy lashed through the chamber, carving through armor and soul alike. Adrian deflected most of them, but not all. One slashed across his side, deep, hissing as it tried to burn his blood away. Another cracked across his back, nearly splitting bone. His roar had echoed like thunder from the underworld.
He fought on; still defiant, still rising but the Chamber refused to let him leave unscathed. The ancient magics wrapped around his mind like chains, pulling at memory, at thought, trying to unravel the very core of his being.
He stepped into the rift bleeding, not just from his wounds, but from his essence; pieces of who he was left behind, torn away in silence.
.....
Present – The Sanctuary Mountains
Emily wrapped the thick wool cloak tighter around herself and stared at the distant ridgeline. She had heard whispers of the battle after it ended; felt the ripple of power across the world like a distant quake in her bones. But no one had let her see him. No one had told her where exactly he was.
Because the Council's Keep, the place where the most ancient of vampires healed or perished, was forbidden to humans.
She hadn't been there to see him fall.
She hadn't been there when he was broken.
All she had was the echo of his absence.
Callista stood a few feet away, speaking with a raven-haired courier who arrived by teleportation rune. The brief conversation ended with a single folded note pressed into Callista's hand.
She dismissed the courier and approached.
Emily rose to meet her halfway.
"Is he…" she began, the words fragile on her tongue.
"He's alive," Callista said gently. "The healers say his body is mending quickly. But…"
"But what?" Emily whispered.
Callista hesitated, eyes darkening. "His mind… isn't. They think the chamber's final strike damaged his short-term memory. He woke three nights ago. He doesn't remember what happened after he was summoned."
Emily blinked. "Does he remember me?"
Callista's silence said everything.
Emily stumbled back a step. "He doesn't."
"Not entirely," Callista said softly.
Emily turned to her, a flicker of hope sparking in her eyes. "You mean… there's something? Anything?"
Callista's gaze lowered. She hesitated—but only for a moment.
Then she told the truth.
"No. Nothing. Not your name. Not your face. Not your voice. Not even a shadow of what he felt for you."
Emily went still, her breath catching. She clutched her chest as if something inside it had cracked.
"Then… he's gone."
Callista shook her head gently, rising from her chair to kneel beside her.
"He's alive. But the man who knew you; the one who risked everything for you, he's… asleep somewhere deep inside. Buried beneath what the Jury did to keep him alive."
Emily's voice broke. "So I'm a stranger to him now."
Callista didn't speak right away.
When she did, her voice was low. Careful. "For now. But you don't have to stay a stranger."
Emily blinked back tears. "How do I even begin to fix that?"
"You don't fix it," Callista said. "You rebuild. Brick by brick. Step by step. You show up. You be patient. You give him reasons to find you again."
Emily looked down at her hands; hands he once held. Now they were just hands. Nothing special to him.
Nothing remembered.
A tear slipped down Emily's cheek.
"Why can't I go to him?" she asked. "Why won't they let me try to help him remember?"
Callista's expression softened. "Because he's still unstable. And human presence… complicates the healing rituals. But also…" she paused, choosing her words carefully, "they fear what seeing you might do."
"Do?"
"If he senses something missing but doesn't remember what it is, seeing you might… shatter him again."
Emily wiped her tears roughly with her sleeve. "So what? I'm just supposed to wait out here like a ghost?"
"For now," Callista said. "But not forever."
....
Days Later – The Jury's Keep
The final binding sigils were broken in silence.
Adrian stood beneath the vaulted stone ceiling of the Jury's Keep, draped in silver robes, his body fully restored, his breath steady. He had passed every test. Survived every healing rite. The ancient vampire healers had done their work.
He was whole.
At least… on the surface.
The High Jurist bowed her head to him. "You may leave."
"Where will I go?" Adrian asked, his voice calm, but eerily detached.
"Your estate," she replied. "Where you lived before the trial. We've made the arrangements. You should rest. Try to return to your rhythm."
He nodded, though there was no flicker of emotion on his face.
Not curiosity. Not urgency. Not even confusion.
Only a cold, still void where something should have been.
No one told him what he had lost.
Because he had no idea anything was missing.
.....
That Evening – Adrian's Estate
Adrian stepped through the massive wooden doors of his ancestral home, boots clicking on the polished marble floor.
Everything was familiar.
The curved staircases. The obsidian mirrors. The crimson banners bearing his house crest. The smell of ancient parchment and aged cedar.
He moved slowly, tracing his fingers across the edge of a long-forgotten painting of his father, Vireth the Red. The details were sharp in his mind; memories of training, of legacy, of power.
Everything was in its place.
Except...
He couldn't remember how he had gotten out of the Council's trial. Or what had led to him being brought to the Jury. He couldn't remember what he had done to survive, only the aftermath, the injuries, the strange expressions the others gave him.
They treated him like something more.
Something changed.
He had lost weeks. Maybe months.
But he wasn't concerned. Not yet.
He was alive.
And the world still knew his name.
He turned toward the tall arched windows, watching the first flurries of snow fall on the courtyard below.
"Time to restore order," he murmured. "Whatever chaos came… is gone now."
Then he turned and walked deeper into the manor.
Not knowing that someone, somewhere, was still carrying the memory of him in her heart.
Not knowing she was planning to walk back into his life.
...
Meanwhile – In the Northern Sanctuary
Lady Callista poured more tea into Emily's cup and sat beside her, casting a cautious glance toward the frost-covered window.
"No word yet," she said quietly.
Emily looked up. "Has he woken?"
"Yes. Days ago," Callista said slowly. "But the Jury didn't release the update until this morning. They've… discharged him."
Emily nearly dropped her cup. "What?"
"He's gone home."
"Home?" Emily stood up, stunned. "Why didn't they tell me sooner?"
"Because they say he doesn't remember anything," Callista said carefully. "Not his trial. Not his injuries. And not you."
Emily's chest tightened. "So he's in that house. Alone?"
Callista nodded.
Emily stepped toward the door, trembling. "Then I have to go. I have to"
"No," Callista said firmly. "Not yet."
"Why not?" Emily cried. "He's walking through rooms we shared. Drinking from cups I left behind. And he doesn't even know I exist!"
Callista softened. "And that's why it must be done gently. If you rush to him… if you overwhelm him with memories he can't grasp… it could fracture what little stability he has."
Tears filled Emily's eyes. "But I'm not a stranger. I'm not just some shadow in the background."
"No," Callista whispered, squeezing her hand. "You're the part he lost. And if fate is fair… you'll be the one to help him find it again."
Emily stared out into the cold wind, her heart split in two.
She was so close to him now.
But he had never felt farther away.