CHAPTER 5

The library was my sanctuary - a silent cathedral where the world's noise faded into whispered pages and forgotten dreams. I came here to escape the suffocating weight of home, to breathe between lines of poetry and stories of distant lives.

That day, I was curled in a corner, clutching Lucy Gray by Wordsworth her tale of disappearance haunting every word. I read aloud softly, wishing, aching, to vanish like her, leaving behind only grief and questions.

Suddenly, a voice broke through my solitude: "Oh, so you're a reader... not just a writer."

I turned. There he was Fuite, standing close, eyes curious but gentle. The same man from 18 Rue des Lias, the keeper of my scattered letters.

"So tell me, my dear neighbour, what are you into?" he asked, a faint smile teasing the corners of his lips.

"Just the usual," I whispered.

he eyed my book and then me and said "the usual? If that's 'the usual' for you then you must really like Wordsworth or you must miserable."

his way.

He chuckled, but there was sadness beneath it. "I've read your letters. They... they speak. I feel it-your pain, your fight."

I froze. How could he? Who was this stranger who saw my wounds laid bare in ink and paper?

"I was once trapped like you," he confessed quietly. "My sister... she suffered. I was the one they loved, while she was left to drown. I carried guilt like a stone in my chest."

His words hung heavy in the air. Finally, someone who understood. Someone whose own demons echoed my own.

We talked - hours slipping away like seconds. Our stories spilled, raw and honest, weaving a fragile bond between two broken hearts.

"So, what's your name?" I asked, needing to anchor this fragile connection.

"Fuite Roux," he said, a hint of irony in his voice.

Like escape? Not even Libre - just... fuite?" ("Fuite" is the french word for "free/escape. "Libre" is a french name which means "freedom".)

laughed softly. "My parents never cared much for names."

That laugh it was the first thing that felt real in a long, long time.