The rooftop hadn't changed.
The same rusted railing. The same cracked tiles where weeds fought to grow between seams. The same dull hum of the city far below, always too loud and too far away at once.
Aika leaned against the railing, umbrella dangling from her wrist, eyes tracing the skyline like it might hold some version of their past still floating above it.
"I thought it'd feel smaller," she said.
Ren stepped beside her, his coat damp at the shoulders, hair curling slightly from the rain.
"It only felt big because we were small."
She smiled. "Speak for yourself. I was terrifying."
He laughed — quiet and real, the kind of sound that still made her knees soften a little.
Rain dusted the edge of the concrete, tapping rhythmically on the metal pipes. It wasn't pouring. Just present. Like a memory that never really went away.
Ren sat down, legs stretched, back to the wall like he had in high school. Aika followed, tucking her skirt under her knees, umbrella forgotten beside them.
"I missed this," she said.
"The rooftop?"
"No. Us. The version of us that didn't need to know the answers yet."
He was silent for a moment. Then, almost too gently:
"I still don't know all the answers."
Aika tilted her head. "Which part scares you more? The future... or deserving it?"
Ren's jaw tightened. "Both."
She reached out, took his hand.
"I've been thinking about someday," she whispered. "You and me. A small apartment. Paint on the floor. Maybe a kid who reads bedtime stories before we even finish them."
His eyes widened a little. Like she'd just said something bigger than the sky.
"A kid?"
She laughed under her breath. "Not now. Not yet. But… maybe. One day."
Ren stared at their hands, his thumb brushing lightly over hers.
"Sometimes I worry I'll pass on all the wrong things."
"You probably will," she said, smiling. "But so will I. That's kind of the point."
He looked up at her then, eyes soft, like rain pooling at the edge of something delicate.
"You'd be a good mom," he said.
Aika felt the words land — not like a compliment, but like a promise.
"I think you'd be a good dad. Even if you mess it up sometimes."
"Especially if I mess it up."
They both laughed, and for a second, the rooftop felt like a lullaby.
A place outside of time.
Just the two of them and the sky and everything unspoken between.
"I don't need a perfect life," she said after a long silence. "Just one where I can keep choosing you."
He squeezed her hand.
"Even when I'm tired?"
"Even when you don't answer my texts for six hours because you fell asleep on your keyboard."
"Even if I go bald?"
She grinned. "Especially then."
Ren tilted his head, hair dripping slightly into his eyes.
"You think we'll make it?"
"We already are."
The rain thickened then — not storming, not angry. Just full. The way rain gets when it's not trying to ruin anything, just remind you it's still there.
Like love.
Still falling.
Still soft.
Still steady.
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That night, she wrote:
> The rain never really stopped. It just learned to fall quieter. And maybe love is the same. Not louder. Just deeper. We came back to the place where it all began — and instead of looking back, we started imagining forward.