ch : 12 The Heat Between the Cold

That night, the Cold Courtyard was anything but cold.

Moonlight spilled like liquid silver across the stone floors. The silk curtains swayed, stirred not by wind, but by something heavier: want.

Mo Jue hadn't spoken much since the mirror. He stood near the window, half-cloaked in shadow, the gold in his eyes burning low.

Yan Rui could feel it — the pull. That dangerous, silent storm that lived in Mo Jue's veins.

He knew the snake would bite.

But a part of him wanted to be bitten.

> "You shouldn't have shown me all that," Yan Rui said quietly.

> "You asked," Mo Jue murmured. "And I… never learned how to say no to you."

He stepped closer.

Not threatening. Not demanding. Just there — too close, too careful.

> "I brought you here," he added, "but I never forced you to stay."

Yan Rui looked up, meeting his gaze.

> "No. You didn't force me," he said, voice low. "But you… wrapped around me so slowly, I didn't realize I was already inside your coils."

Mo Jue's breath caught.

And then, without warning—he touched Yan Rui's wrist. Just his fingers, tracing the skin. A light contact. But it sent fire crawling under Yan Rui's ribs.

> "I want to devour you," Mo Jue whispered, "but not with teeth."

> "Then with what?" Yan Rui asked.

> "Memory. Hunger. Worship."

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Before the moment could break, the door slid open.

A figure stepped in, uninvited, but expected.

Xuan Min.

No robes of crimson tonight — just black, silk-bound and silent, the scent of cold night jasmine clinging to his sleeves.

> "Forgive me," Xuan said, voice calm. "I come with an offer, not a challenge."

Mo Jue stepped between them instantly, eyes flaring. "You're not welcome here."

But Yan Rui… didn't move.

> "Let him speak," he said. "He's already risked coming in without guards."

Mo Jue stepped back, reluctantly.

Xuan looked at Yan Rui — really looked — and something flickered behind his eyes. Not calculation. Not power.

Longing.

> "Come with me," he said softly. "Tonight. Just once."

Yan Rui blinked. "To where?"

> "Beyond the palace walls. There's a gate that only opens under moonshadow. A place untouched by gods or oaths."

> "Why?"

Xuan stepped closer, expression raw.

> "Because I remember what you looked like when you were free."

> "And I want you to remember what it feels like… to want something that isn't caged."

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Mo Jue's voice cut through the air like frost.

> "You'll get him killed."

Xuan turned his gaze, calm as a blade.

> "You're the one who burns him and calls it protection."

> "And you're the one who left him to be offered," Mo Jue spat.

> "I never stopped watching him," Xuan said.

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Yan Rui stood between them now — his pulse loud in his ears.

> "Enough," he said.

> "I don't need to be fought over like a prize."

He looked at Mo Jue.

> "You want to wrap around me."

He looked at Xuan.

> "You want to set me loose."

> "But what do I want?"

Neither answered.

Because both feared his answer.

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Later that night, Yan Rui stood alone on the rooftop, wind stirring his hair.

And then… arms slipped around his waist.

Mo Jue.

Soft. Wordless.

He pressed his forehead to Yan Rui's neck, breathing him in like he might vanish.

> "Don't go," Mo Jue whispered. "Not with him."

> "Then give me a reason to stay," Yan Rui whispered back.

Mo Jue's lips brushed his shoulder. Slow. Heated.

> "I will," he promised. "But you'll hate how much you crave it."

And from the shadows below…

Xuan watched.

His fingers curling into fists.

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End of Chapter 12