Chapter 16 : Too many questions

Evan walked slowly through the corridor, his steps light and unsteady, as if the floor might collapse under him at any moment.

His chest still felt tight.

His throat ached from holding in what might've become sobs if he hadn't swallowed them back.

And in his head.

A thousand questions.

Why was Lucas so angry?

What did I do wrong?

Why does he care who I talk to?

Nothing made sense.

He had been careful. So careful. Always keeping a polite distance, never crossing lines. Mikael was just... kind. A friend. Someone who never asked for anything, never pushed.

So why had Lucas acted like Evan had betrayed him?

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He reached his classroom a few minutes late, stepping inside as quietly as possible. His eyes flicked across the room..

And landed on Lucas.

Back row.

Arms crossed.

Face like stone.

Evan's heart sank again.

He quickly dropped his gaze and made his way to his seat, not daring to glance in that direction again.

He sat down. His mind still spinning.

The lecturer was talking, but the words barely registered. Evan kept replaying the confrontation in the restroom. The accusations. The insults. The way Lucas had looked at him like he was… nothing.

A joke.

A mistake.

But why?

Evan didn't understand. He never tried to chase Lucas. Never asked for more than kindness. And with Mikael, he didn't even hope, he just enjoyed the company in silence, grateful for once not to feel hated.

Still, the words rang loud in his ears.

"You're soft. Weird. Nothing about you is attractive."

"Stay away from him."

"You don't belong here."

The class passed in a blur.

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By the time the final bell rang, Evan barely realized it. Everyone around him was packing their bags, chatting and laughing, already halfway out the door.

He stood up slowly, still lost in thought, placing his lunchbox back into his backpack.

Then,

A familiar voice.

"Evan."

He turned, startled.

Mikael stood at the classroom door, smiling easily like always. Still in his casual jacket, with his soccer bag slung over his shoulder.

"Want to walk back together?" he asked. "Our blocks are close, right?"

Evan hesitated, eyes widening.

Behind him, he felt a shift.

Lucas was still in the room. Still by the back window, packing his books into his bag. He had turned, subtle, but watching.

And Evan knew.

He felt it.

The weight of Lucas's stare. The judgment. The tension still hanging in the air.

Evan's chest tightened all over again.

He gave Mikael a small, hesitant smile, then shook his head.

"Sorry… not today."

Without waiting, he quickly brushed past him and toward the door.

Mikael blinked, confused. "Evan?"

But Evan didn't stop.

He didn't even look back.

He just rushed down the hall and disappeared around the corner.

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At the back of the room, Lucas stood frozen, gripping the strap of his bag.

He had expected Evan to leave with Mikael. He had wanted to watch it happen, so he could feel justified in his anger.

But now?

Now he didn't know what to feel.

Mikael was still standing near the door, staring after Evan, clearly puzzled.

Lucas's jaw clenched.

Whatever that was.

It didn't settle right with him.

Not at all.