The Cute New Boy At The Office

“Why are we going over to your place?” I asked in the calmest way I could.



“Why do you think?” He countered immediately, making it seem like he was expecting that exact question and had already decided that he was going to give that exact response.



“I have no idea why. So you tell me.” I tried to counter too.



“I want to fuck you.” Josh said without looking at my face. He focused on the wheels, and casually made that response without making it sound like what he had just said was a big deal.



My throat immediately went dry. “Why did he think I was interested in having sex with him? Have I been unknowingly giving him the kind of looks that suggested I wanted him? Is this how guys casually ask for sex from other girls, without actually asking for the sex?”

Different thoughts and questions started to run through my mind. My heart started to pound faster, and probably louder.



The problem wasn’t that I didn’t want to have sex with Josh. In fact, every night I would imagine he fucked me recklessly while I masturbate to the thoughts of it. But all that was in my imagination. The problem was that I had never been in bed with any guy. I have never even been kissed.