past love and irony

Ben pov:

"So you have made new friends " Julie said with a smile.

"I did let me introduce you to my friends " I said in an harried manner and pointed toward peter .

" This is Peter one of my friend that I meet in library" I said and introduced Ned and harry in the same way and as they talk I was in deep trouble as what to talk to her and what should I do ?

" I have work to do maybe we will talk again after class " Julie said and started going .

I really am fool I should have maybe asked for her number Or something.

What an irony I want to know her now that I have lost her my own world and in the end this is how I was . I wonder what other mistake I made that I would soon come to regret.

As I looked at the clear sky and lauged to myself and the break ended .

We all attended our classes and then the school ended.

" Peter and Ned meet me in the library tomorrow and I should be able to give you both a rudimentary blueprint of how to create a fabricator " I said with a smile and with a serious tone and harry was with us.

" So are we friends " I asked him face to face and with a serious look.

" Sure Peter friend is my friend but don't think you are better than me Ben Tennyson"

Harry said with a cocky smile and we all started going home.

"Hey Harry you too would be coming with us on this project " I asked with him with a questioning.

"I am free so i can join you all but i don't know a thing about this science project you all are making" Harry said with a unsure tone.

"You don't have to think about it and leave it to me and I can assure you that you will be interested more than anyone " With a confident tone and a smile.

"Okay if you say so " Harry said as he agreed with this I have at solved the problem related to resources and tech required to create a fabricator and harry would also gain from it more than Peter or Ned.

If this project become successful than atleast i can represent my self as a genius and gain connection to understand this world more and we all started going in different direction.

I reached Kevin car and waited for him to come back and started thinking what type of fabricator to create as anything too complex would not be possible in this world as the technology has not yet reached that level and as I was thinking this Kevin also arrived and we both started going toward my new home and I also have to somehow extract some background information of who my family and friends are as these thought again came inside my mind and time seem to have passed too quickly as we reached home and I get off the car and started moving toward my room upstair and finally reached my bed and as I fall on my bed all thought began fading away as my eyes started feeling heavy and without even taking out my shoes I fall asleep.

"What are you doing Ben do you think you have enough time to sleep and how many innocent people will be hurt as you sleep " I voice came like an echo and then I woke up and then I was sweating profoundly and as I was trying to make sense of what that was and why would it came in my mind ? .

The voice was almost familiar but distant have I forgotten something.

My mind which was somewhat calm from coming into this world was now like a boat in a raging storm as I was thinking hard of what these things meant and why did that voice asked such a question.

" Tennyson man we have to eat something let's go and bring somethinh to eat " Kevin loud voice helped me as i was able to get grip on my mind again.

" I am bringing car from the garage to the front door meet me in 10 minutes" As his voice echoed

I goes inside the washroom to take a shower and as the could water touched my hair and then body I felt more relaxed and it also calm my nerve as for what it was I have no idea but one thing for sure after I return home I will use either grey matter to think about it in more detail and with this ending my though and coming outside the bathroom to see my physical appearance and I did look similar to as I look in my own world.

I wore a full t shirt of green colour and blue jeans and with my phone waited for Kevin to come with the car and as I thought i did find some photo of my family but only few that is how I can say they look identical to my parents from my original universe and with so many people I know having same name and face I can atleat say that the people I may also exist in this world and then there is that almost familiar voice and my thought ended with Kevin arriving with his car.

" Let's go for trip Ben let me help you overcome your rejection from the girl you propsed and said no and also tell me how badly did you fail " Kevin said with a smile of imagining how bad I got my shelf rocked and maybe played.

Well it better if he think that as I don't what want him to become suspicious and I don't really have any explaination that he would believe and then as he drived his car in speed as the somewhat quiet night help me to relax and the passing sceneries in a blur helped me too relax and think about what to do about the fabricator and maybe if Mr smoothie is here in this world or not.