The second week passed in a haze of milk, mewling cries, and muffled yawns.
Li Anqi, cradled in the warmth of her new life, had not yet cried from hunger, but from questions. From the terrible itch of confusion that filled her small chest and made her fists clench for no reason.
She didn't understand how her memories lived in this body.
She didn't understand why this world smelled of herbs instead of diesel, or why everything... voices, touches, emotions reached her like echoes in a deep cave.
But the strangest thing was the hunger.
Not for milk, though she gulped it dutifully, despite the taste making her nose scrunch.
It was a hunger… for something else.
She didn't have a word for it. Maybe no one did. But it was there. A pulse under her skin. A hollow place behind her ribs. A whisper that seemed to come not from around her, but from within.
It called to her sometimes, especially at night when her tiny lungs were quiet, and Lin Shuang was asleep beside her.
On one such night, Anqi blinked slowly, her baby eyes adjusting to the moonlight streaking through the nursery curtains. Shadows played across the crib slats like long fingers.
She was wide awake, but her body would not move. Not yet.
'Why am I here?'
She didn't cry. She didn't scream. But the question hung heavy, deep inside, rattling in a place no infant should be able to reach.
Across the room, Lin Shuang stirred and let out a soft sigh in her sleep. Li Zixuan was sleeping on the tiny couch with a baby rattle clutched in one hand .
Anqi watched them.
Not just with her new eyes, but with something older.
And then it happened.
A flicker.
Like a light turning on behind her eyes.
She could feel… a space. That same strange door from before. She didn't open it. But it pulsed. Once. Like a heartbeat, but not hers.
She flinched.
Nothing changed in the room. The curtains still swayed. The clock still ticked.
But she knew.
Something had shifted.
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The next morning, the house was anything but magical.
Li Zixuan had tried heroically to make porridge. It tasted like warm disappointment.
"I used the organic rice!" he protested as Lin Shuang coughed dramatically into her hand.
"You used detergent water to soak it."
"I.… I thought it smelled extra clean."
Li Anqi would have laughed if her mouth could. She simply blinked at her father, who was now searching for a cooking tutorial with one hand and bouncing her awkwardly in the other.
"You'll learn," Lin Shuang teased. "Eventually."
He sighed. "I used to run a tech department with thirty engineers. Now I can't even hold a baby right."
"That's because your engineers didn't spit up on your shirt mid-presentation."
"Don't remind me."
Li Anqi rested quietly in his arms. They felt solid. Real.
Safe.
And yet, in the still moments, when neither of them was watching — she would feel it again.
The space.
Waiting.
Watching.
Just like her.