Its easy to take something for granted, after decades of an experience, you cant help but grow complacent, all things fade with time after all.
One moment everyday feels like a dream, an endless euphoria paints your days, coating every part of your life in passionate, unadulterated glee.
But then, it fades, you grow to rely on that thing, more then you could ever realize, its such a integral part of your being that you cant imagine your life without it, and so loses its luster.
You can never hope to experience that bliss ever again-
Until it is pried from your hands.