It rained that night. Cold, quiet, and unrelenting.
I stood at the balcony of my chambers, watching droplets slide down the marble, listening to the hush of the palace in slumber. And yet, I couldn't sleep. Not with him so close again.
Khalid Caelum.
He haunted my thoughts more than the nightmares of my own death. He walked these halls like a ghost from another lifemy life. And yet no one around me knew the truth. Not the servants, not the nobles.
Not even him.
At least… that's what I kept telling myself.
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A knock on the door.
I didn't move.
Another knock firmer.
"Come in," I said at last.
The door opened. I didn't need to turn around to know who it was. His presence was unmistakable solid, composed, and far too familiar.
"You're awake," Khalid said behind me.
"You noticed," I replied dryly.
He didn't respond right away. I could hear the quiet rustle of his cloak as he stepped forward, but he didn't come too close.
"I couldn't sleep either," he said finally. "The palace feels… different tonight."
"So do I," I murmured.
He paused. "Do you mean… since your illness?"
I turned to face him slowly.
He looked the same as he always had sharp features, dark eyes, expression carefully unreadable. But his gaze lingered on me longer than it should. Searching. Almost gentle.
I hated that it still made my chest tighten.
"You're watching me too closely," I said.
"And you're speaking like a man who's forgotten who he's supposed to be," he answered softly.
The words cut through the room like a blade. For a heartbeat, neither of us breathed.
Then I laughed not bitterly, but hollow. "What are you implying, Duke?"
He stepped forward, slowly. "Nothing. Yet."
My fingers curled around the edge of the balcony railing. "Then leave."
"I would," he said, voice lower now, "if I believed for even a moment that you didn't want me to stay."
I turned away, biting the inside of my cheek.
Why did he speak like that? Why did it sound like… he remembered?
"I don't know who you think I am," I whispered.
He didn't touch me. But I could feel the heat of him behind me, like fire behind fragile glass.
"Maybe I don't," he said. "Or maybe I do."
His voice dropped.
"Sometimes, I dream of someone with your voice. Your eyes. But he didn't wear a crown. He wore armor… and always stood at my side."
I froze.
The silence between us turned dangerous.
Then he bowed, as if nothing had been said, and turned to leave.
But before he crossed the threshold, he spoke one last time.
"I hope you remember what side you're truly on… before it's too late."
When the door closed, I stood there trembling.
Because in that moment, I wasn't sure who I hated more
The man who killed me…
or
The man who might still love me.
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