Chapter 15 ~ Lies....

When you have to lie to someone to care about it's hard.

"Yeah why do you think I'm not?" Kiatsu asks. He is having trouble lying ot him and I can tell as his heart beats faster. I place my hand on his chest and it seems to die down.

"Because one side of your face is red." Naokatsu explains. Kia looks at me like really?! and I just shoot him that yes look. Funny and weird I can read his mind.

"Really?!" He says shockingly and feeling his face with both hands.

"Yeah and you and Aiko look like you were crying." He looks at me. I look at Kiatsu and look back at Naokatsu.

"My eyes are just really Itchy." I start. "But trust me there is nothing wrong. If there was I would tell you." I try to give him a reasuring smile and he smiles back. I feel bad for lying to him and Kiatsu puts his arm around me.

"Ok!" He exclaims. Naokatsu isn't really my cousin because he is my cousin's kid. So honestly he is my niece and Kiatsu is not my real cousin he is my step cousin. My dad's dad and mom divorced. And he has a step dad I call Pumpa. Pumpa side had Kiatsu's dad. So technically he isn't my real cousin he's my step cousin. We don't share any blood. Yet I feel like there is a connection between us. Maybe we share the same mind or are twins that were separated or something I don't know. My heart doesn't flutter and my world didn't take color like TRUE LOVE so I know Im not in love with the guy but things changed just not in that way. When I met him I finally had someone. I don't get what is with us. I don't get what I feel. I know it isn't love because I have had love once it didn't feel like this but with him I feel safe.

"Hey want to watch some T.V." I smile and turn on the Hospital T.V. in the room. I put on the flash and we all have good time.

Kiatsu called his mom and she said if he wants he can stay but she rather him come home so he can get a goodnight's sleep but she just cares that he gets home by tomorrow which made me real happy. I called my mom and dad and they said I can stay too. Kai and Sakura could stay too. I was so happy we all watched Flash and when Naokatsu took a nap we played truth or dare and had a lot of fun.

I took a nap in Kiatsu arms I felt safe and he held me tight. He probably fell asleep too because when I woke up his head was on mine. I smiled a bit as he cuddled me like a teddy bear on the coach. Nino walked in quietly noticing we all were a sleep. I smiled at him but I think he was just surprised Kiatsu was there I don't think he noticed me at the time. It was 8:00 to late to go home and I didn't want to leave Kiatsu's arms. So I didn't wake him up. I felt that if I did he would scramble to get home despite she said. He was so warm. His mascular arms held me and I was so happy. I still wanted to sleep. I drifted to sleep and he tightly held me and I had a dream...a dream I wish could come true....

That dream was one weird dream.....of me and a family.....