Chang Caoyu (1)

Chang Caoyu has never seen someone so outrageous before, to actually be that cruel to their own servants just because they were curious of some insignificant beggars. This was the first time he saw something like this since reincarnating to this ancient world.

He is also from the modern but from the 20th century where china is no longer under the Qing dynasty but the Republic of China. I was born in 1949 but did not live long and died in 1959 by been ran over by a car.

Yes, in my first life I was an orphan and had to live on the streets. I was first living in foster shelters one after another because of the bad treatment. I ran away so much time because of this and that no one wanted to adopt me.

Even till today I never understand this because I was such an obedient child. I never found my parents, nor have they ever come to look for me but then if they did I would not know. However, I always believe if they cared enough or wanted me enough they would have found me.

I know right? In this life I should be vengeful or resent them, but I don't. I was a coward in my pass life and in this life.

I actually thought that I would have a better life after reincarnating to this world because I remember everything from my pass and in this life, I even remember when I was in my mother's womb. I though buddha was helping me by allowing me to remember my past but life can be so unfair.

How naive, I dyed in my pass life because I was too naive and follow the wrong adults who were beggars living with me on the streets. But then it wasn't really their faults because I was hungry and had not eaten for two days that when a kind stranger gave me 50 yuan I was so delighted that my mind became muddled.

That was the most money that I had ever gotten from a stranger and I could see the greed in the beggar's eyes. Me, a dirt fill child fight grown adults for 50 yuan..who do you think would have the upper hand?

The adults of course, until the money fell on the ground and blow into the street. At this time china started to manufacture their own cars in Shanghai. I was too focus on the money that I did not see the car, the only thing I felt was intensive pain and then nothing.

The next thing I know, I was in a very moist and closed space. I could not stretch as much as I wanted. It was always dark so I could not see anything and every time I stretch either my arms or legs they always touching a wall but an elastic wall that never brakes no matter how much I push or kick.