chapter 13: Reasons

I was shocked at first till I realized that she was still sleeping.

Damn that was a shocker I almost lost myself in the moment, but she looked beautiful more than before why is that. *sniff* *sniff* What's that sweet smell of chocolate, I look at her and see her cherry colored lips slightly open causing my blood to start rushing faster. I started moving my hand to touch her face… wait no I can't get distracted I need to ask Tsunade something.

"Tsunade I have been wondering for a while now… why is it that I feel nothing when I kill people like I feel no remorse what so ever? And what is with all the wrath I feel inside me? Whenever I fight someone I feel the urge to kill, better yet I feel joy when I kill and cause chaos. And when I see the anger and the fright in people's eyes when they see me kill their loved ones I feel no remorse."

[host was really weak minded before coming here, in fact you would have thrown up in the first sight of blood, so I had to modify the host's mind, so he won't die so fast. I gave you (dragons mind of comprehension) which will keep you calm in every situation and it doesn't allow you to give your enemies any sympathy. For your second question, my guess is that you haven't mastered your blood line, so your emotion is full of wrath whenever you encounter any danger to you or any one you care about your protective instincts kick in. And lastly, I don't know why, but I think you should talk to that first wife of yours that recites in your bloodline. But you will have to wait until you are able to awaken your bloodline.]

Well that explains a lot, I thought it was weird that I changed this much now it makes sense. I guess it's a good thing, I don't want to die just because I threw up because of the sight of blood. But the joy I feel is starting to scare me, what if I turn to nothing but a killer that murders just for the joy of it.

Wait this is not how I should be thinking, killing my enemies was necessary to avoid any danger from happening to me in the future especially if someone ends up scheming against me because I won't kill them.

I definitely need to distract myself with something I guess I can learn my new skill.

"Tsunade consume the training manual for dragon fist and give me an explanation of the three lvls."

[training manual is being consume wait a moment… process is complete… showing host skill and descriptions]

[Dragon fist: unleash a dragon-powered attack! If it hits, it'll do massive damage

Lvl.1: Dragons hammer: for a short 30 second host hand has 100x more damage than usual

Lvl.2: Dragons blast: host wields a dragon shape blast in both hands when punch is thrown the dragon will fly straight and destroy everything in its path

Lvl.3: Raging Dragon: host will be covered in a gold and silver colored dragon shape aura. Host will have one minute to use to fly and kill anyone around when time is finish the aura will explode in a 20-yard radius]

Hahaha… I knew it will be op just by the name you can tell it has power.

"Tsunade how do I lvl it up?"

[host just needs to use it until he has enough master to move to the next lvl, host should take caution when using magic if not controlled host can die… good luck]

Fuck!!! I can't believe I forgot to do magic training no… wait I didn't have magic then I guess I have to do some later, so I don't need to worry who am I I'm the mc of course.

As I was finishing talking to Tsunade I looked back down to look at shiki I wonder why she loves me I didn't do anything to cause that. She is beautiful, but I don't care about that I want someone that I can trust and know she will not betray me. I guess I'll wait until she wakes up and ask her why?

Huh what with all the movement, why is she moving so much? Is she waking up.

"Mmm… what am I hugging wha… Arthur what are you d d doing on the bed!" she starts yelling at me with shock all over her face the moment her eyes land on me

"trying to fall asleep why?" I looked at her thinking isn't it obvious when someone is laying on the bed.

She didn't say anything else, but I could see her face turn red giving her more seductive appeal. But why hasn't she let go yet. I guess I can ask her why she said she loved me.

"Shiki do you remember what you said to me when you hugged me?" looking in her eyes to see if she will tell the truth

"No, I don't remember why do you ask." She stared at me, but her face turned red as a tomato.

"you said that you loved me. Why do you feel that way?"

Her face turned redder and whispered "well I liked you the first time I saw your face, but when you helped me when I lost all signs of hope and gave up. I even had thoughts of suiciding, but you brought me back to the light. You protected me, not even caring if what you do will put you in danger. Yet you still ask me why I fell in love with you."

"but why? Are you not scared of all the things I did?"

"no, you did that to protect me and I know you will never hurt me cause you show love and care to the people that are important to you. But show no sympathy to your enemies if they danger your family that's why I fell in love with you and no one can change that." I stared at her face I could see deep in her eyes that she told me the truth and instantly I could feel my heart filling up with warmth

"Shiki if I leave will you come with me as one of my wives." I could see her eyes turn watery fuck did I rush it.

"yes, I would love to go with you. But I'm already an old lady why do you want me to be your wife? Wouldn't you prefer a younger girl than an old lady like me." I could see tears start to run down her face.

"I don't care how old you are, as long as you love me I don't care about anything else. So, are you willing to be with me for the rest of your life, I promise that I will never hurt you in any way?"

She didn't say anything, but I could see her nod her head as she laid in my embrace. I leaned over and kiss her lips before saying.

"Shiki, I love you as long as I'm here no one will hurt you." I could see her eyes were filled with love.

I could see her face turn red before she passed out with a smile in her face.

"hahaha… it okay I'll let you sleep in peace you had a long day."

"Tsunade I want you to…"