Mystical108

I think what hurts the most is when you give your all to someone. Through thick and thin, you're there for them. You stick with them no matter what. 

Then one day, they just give up. They won't even fight for you. The one thing you would never have done, they did with no hesitation. 

Walking across the room to the door, she raised her foot about to walk out. However, she paused and hesitated. Without turning her around she asked the question that has been on her mind since their separation.  

"Feng Yu, did you ever love me?"

The Billionaire's Ex Wife 1

"I ... Love ... You" Feng Yu uttered in between his kisses, "I love you the most baby"


Ying Yue was stunned and quickly shoved Feng Yu away from her. Glaring at him while she furiously wipes her mouth with the back of her sleeve. 


"So...which was it? she asked him. "Was it that you loved me enough to let me go, or you didn't love me enough ... to hold on?"


Feng Yu didn't reply to her question, "Ying Yue, it's been 5 years. I made a mistake, I jumped to conclusions but it didn't mean anything to me. It doesn't anymore, please, come back"


"Don't pretend like this didn't mean anything to you. I was there. I saw the way you looked at me. You didn't trust me..." Ying Yue shook her head dejectedly, "... and I'm not sure I can trust you anymore".


"Yes, I didn't trust you. I doubted you on many occasions too" Feng Yu admitted, "But that was only because I was insecure. I was insecure about a woman, whom I loved because I knew she deserved better...Ying Yue, do you regret marrying me?" 


"I don't regret you but sometimes I wish I had walked away at the start and left things at hello".


"Ying Yue..." Feng Yu felt his throat choke up with emotions, "I know I hurt you, I made a mistake. I know how you feel but I can fix this, so please" 


"No, you don't know how it feels when the person you've fought the hardest for, gives up without a fight".


At an early age, I learned that people make mistakes, and you have to decide if their mistakes are bigger than your love for them.


"Ying Yue, last night you told me you still loved me and I do too. We love each other, it's simple. Forgive me and let us go back to how it was before ok?"


"Feng Yu, I'm sorry. Yes, I love you but I love you in my memories. Not you right now. 5 years changes a lot in people. I've changed and so have you" 


"I said sorry already, what more do you want? I'll do anything" Feng Yu begged desperately. 


Ying Yue hesitated before decisively tell him to break the big glass window they were standing next to, "Break the window". 


"Break the window" Ying Yue repeated and this time Feng Yu harden his resolve, raised his leg and struck the glass fiercely. 


The glass shattered after a few kicks causing the workers within Mian Enterprise to be shocked at who was so daring to do a daylight robbery. Only to see... Lady Ying? 


Ignoring the people around them, the broken couple continued to converse.


"Okay, done" Feng Yu raised his head to look at Ying Yue expectantly as the stood among the shattered glass. 


"Uh....yes?" Feng Yu replied hesitantly, they were obviously surrounded by glass shards, why is she still asking?


"Sorry," Feng Yu said to Ying Yue, thinking she was mad because he caused her to be covered in glass shards. It was lucky that none of them got sliced. 


"Oh," Feng Yu looked at the ground, "sorry"


"Did it go back to the way it was before?"


"No," Feng Yu mumbled, understanding where she was going with it. 


"Feng Yu, do you understand now?" Ying Yue asked him while he silently nodded.


I Was Insecure