Fake love

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"Micha, why is he here?"

"Ah, hi Taehyung, we were just watching a movie-"

"You could have called me."

"B-but"

"What?"

"You can join us!"

"I don't want to." Jimin stood up. "Did I did something wrong?" Taehyung's face was red. He was angry.

"Jimin, how many times do I have to tell you that don't talk to my friends. SHE is my friend not yours, you always play dumb and then girls love you and then you date them and throw them to the garbage like a trash."

We were quite, it was awkward. All of the boys I knew were another mess.

"Get out of her house." Taehyung was clear with his words.

"Sorry Micha, see you tomorrow. Thanks for tonight." He came and hugged me and quickly went outside.

Then I sat on the couch. Taehyung sat next to me. "Have you break up yet?"

I said no with my head and a tear dropped from my eye, I hid my tear.

"Micha-"

"Hm"

"What are we?"

My real answer would be I actually don't fuckin' know.

But it is;

"What do you think?"

"I asked you first."

"Just tell me Taehyung."

"Idiot I asked it first."

Such a child.

"Aren't we friends what do you think?"

Taehyung was looking at the ground. And didn't answered me.

"Do you think that I am a good friend?"

He asked. What random questions!

"Kinda."

"How would you point out of 10?"

"Uh- 6?"

"WHat! Are you serious!"

"How would you point a handsome boy 6!"

"Taehyung not everything is handsomeness."

"How would you point me from handsomeness?"

"I think I would point 7,5"

"Where is the other 2,5?"

"I have seen better."

He looked at me very childish and stood up.

"Where are you going?"

"To your room."

"Hey, you can't go to places where you want to!"

"Why?" Then he lay down on my bed and pretend to sleep."

"Wake up."

"Hmmm."

He didn't moved a muscle. "Oh- Lil Taehyung is jealous of Micha."

He stood up very quickly. "Thinks the one who is jealous because I am dating Haewon?"

I looked at him with a glare. "I don't care who you date."

He looked at me with an 'o' and stood up. Coming closer to me. I started to walk backwards. He pulled me and hit me to the wall.

"Ouch."

"Don't you?"

He was looking at me. With his beautiful eyes. Beautiful face on me. I- no no no no no. I am totally not in love with this jerk. Totally not.

"What are you thinking about? Me?"

I was still daydreaming of him. Wait what-

"No."

"Answer me." "To what?" "Don't you care about me?"

"I do. As a friend." He looked at the floor for a second and back at me. "But I don't control your love life or the people you want to make friends with."

He leaned closer. Inches, for his lips to touch mine. He closed his eyes. Leaning, still. Then I closed my eyes as well. And then it all happened.

I-

I didn't felt anything. Then I opened my eyes to see Taehyung but he was laughing at me. This boy. I want to kill him.

"This isn't funny."

"So you wanted to kiss me that bad you could just told me Micha~"

"Hey, don't mess with me."

"Chubs."

"If you ever call me that again I-"

"You'll What Chubs?"

Then his phone started to ring. He looked at the screen. -Haewon- he opened the phone.

"Oh hi babe, you called me an hour ago what's wrong?"

"Hi, I need to talk to you at school tomorrow but it is important."

"Did something bad happen?"

"No, no but it is important meet me after school."

"Okay."

Then he hang up the phone. I wonder what is he going to talk about.

"You curious?"

"Yea- Wait what!"

He just read my mind like that!

"Never mind, so what do you want to do?"

"I don't know."

"Can I sleep over?"

Another random question again. But this boy isn't staying at my house today.

"No." "Boo, you suck. Why not?" "Because I don't want to sleep in the same house with you."

"Harsh."

"Life isn't fair sometimes."

"Then lest play a game and then I will go."

"What do you want to play?"

"7 minutes in heaven."

"Oh boy not that." "Please?" "No." "Why is Micha afraid."

"This isn't about afraidness."

"Then come on."

I stood up with anger and went to the living room. If I said no, it is a no.

He ran next to me sitting on the couch. "Micha I'm sorry I was carried away."

I didn't answered him. I was angry. "I'm sorry-"

"So tell my what's your problem with Jimin?"

He look at me with an 'ow'

"Tell me why can't I be friends with him." He wasn't answering me. "Why? Are you jealous."

There was an awkward silence. "Can't I be friends with who ever I want?"

He was mumbling something under his breath.

"What? I can't hear you." "Tell me, why were you so harsh and told bad things to Jimin. The things you said, may or may not be true, but know that you are a fuck boy as well."

"And you can't scream at my guests like that."

Oh man, did I just called him a fuck boy.

"Micha" "What?"

"I-"

"I am sorry for screaming at you like that Taehyung but sometimes you are so rude."

He wasn't answering me. I went next to him. "Is something wrong?" I started to shake him. He was looking in front of him. I think angry? I couldn't explain it. He was looking creepy.

"Answer me you are scaring me."

Then he did answer me. But I wasn't expecting him to tell me this;

"I love you."