Is it love?

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"Taeh-"

"You really don't understand right? You really don't!"

"I didn't knew-"

"Are you stupid or something, you absolutely knew it, are you crazy. All this time I was in love with you."

"I'm sor-"

"You know what-"

"Yes?"

He stood up took his jacket and slammed the door.

Should I write a message?

You: I'm sorry, let's talk at school?

After one minute he replied

Taehyung: Stay away from me.

After his confession I couldn't talk to him. How stupid am I. Micha Ah- you should've did better, he deserves better than me...

I went to my room and took out the clothes that I was going to wear. I brush my teeth and went to bed.

When it was morning I quickly did a toast to eat and get out from home. I started walking when I saw him.

He was there, I think it was the best time to talk now, now or never Micha.

I went next to him walking faster than before.

"Hii Minjun!" I greeted him and then he hugged me. "I missed you Micha!" He was adorable, but I saw it with my own eyes. He was cheating on me.

Maybe just for one time, but how do you know if someone is cheating he may cheat again.

"L-look I- need to t-talk."

"Hey hey, what's with the nervousness?"

"Look Minjun I-" "Micha you know that I love you right."

I wasn't looking at him anymore, I didn't know what to do, maybe he regrets it?

"Minjun we need to break up." "Wait what! Why?"

"Look there are some reasons but I don't want to tell all of them to you- I saw you cheating."

My eyes were filled with tear. He was looking at my eyes, with tears as well. He- he was confused. "I- love you Micha."

"No, Minjun it's over, I can't-"

"Please, I'm so sorry Micha forgive me please."

"If you can tell me that you didn't cheat.. I'm waiting."

He wasn't denying it... I felt sad but for some reason good to end things with him.

I didn't wanted to hear his voice anymore he was just a distraction in life for me nothing else. "No, leave me alone."

"Micha- can we at least be friends?"

He was looking at me desperately, I loved him-, I used to love him.

"Yes."

He came next to me, hugging me, crying on my shoulders.

I wasn't hugging him back but after I felt him crying, I did.

"Thank you for making me live the best days of my life Micha- *snifs* when you were my girlfriend."

I looked at his eyes, his eyes were full with water, I was sad for him, but he should've thought about it before cheating on me.

"Please forgive me Micha, at least say I forgive you."

I was still looking at him. "I do. I do forgive you, but-"

I paused for a minute, he was still looking at me, waiting for an answer.

"But- not from the heart, but from the outside I do."

"Wh- w-hy?"

"Do you expect me to forgive a man who cheated on me and now asking me to forgive him with all of my heart? You- you! I trusted you. Minjun I trusted you unlike other people."

He sniffed again and nodded. It was enough from him, he may be good, been.

But I just can't anymore.

"Minjun look you are a great person but we aren't meant to each other." "I understand Micha."

We started to walk to school together. I looked around but couldn't see him. Kim Taehyung.

I said good bye to Minjun and went to class. My eyes were looking for him but he wasn't there. Maybe he was late to class?

I took my seat next to Jimin. "I'm sorry for yesterday-"

"Micha, it's okay."

He smiled to me, his smile, I haven't noticed that it was beautiful.

"Okay students listen to me, your exam week is coming up so get ready." Said Mrs.Casy, was she serious because I don't have any idea what we've done till the beginning from the school.

"Your first exam is in Monday witch is in 5 days, it is a math exam so start getting ready for it."

All of the students started to ask questions about the exam that was on Monday.

"Enough, everyone open page 73 from your book."

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It was lunch time, and I don't have friends to eat with. I went to the cafeteria to see a big crowd in front of me. I got to the line and started to wait. After I took my food I went to sit on a table.

"Hey!"

Someone shouted really loud toward me. I turned around, I wasn't expecting him to shout at me like that.

He came next to me.

"Oh- hi Jimin."

Of course it wasn't Taehyung.

"Would you like to sit with us today?"

He asked in a polite way to me. I wanted to sit with him who wouldn't but maybe it would be, awkward?

Before I could tell anything Jimin started to drag me. "H-hi." I looked at Jungkook, it is good that Taehyung wasn't at school today.

We started to eat together but then I sow so many glares through me, especially from Haewon.

I was wondering why Taehyung didn't come to school?

"MICHA." Jungkook yelled at me. "Finally you looked at us." Jimin pouted at me. "We were wondering-"

"Yes?"

"If you would like to come with us after school to our house today?" Jimin asked looking at me.

"For what?" I asked looking at my food.

"Like a game night?" Jungkook looked at me with pleasing eyes.

"And there will be other people as well." Jimin said.

"Will there be food?" I asked. Jimin started to laugh at me. Jungkook was chucklingas well, with his bunny teeth. Adorable!

"Well there is one hyung of ours that can cook well so... I guess." Said Jimin.

"Micha please come we will have fun~."

Jungkook was still looking adorable while saying this. I didn't wanted to go, there will be exams in five days and also there will be Taehyung there as well, I think. But on the other hand my dad and his wife was still on vacation, they were going to come tomorrow so it could be fun?

And after the thin he told me Leave me alone, I don't think that he wants to see me anymore.

"Micha~ Please~" they were still asking me to come. "Okay, but only because of food."

They were looking happy after I said this, "Okay then after school come with us, we'll take you there."

I just nodded after they said this, I was still thinking about Taehyung. I am such a bad person. "Why didn't Taehyung come to school today?"

Why did I even asked this now that may think something else?

"Oh- h-he didn't told me." Said Jimin.

"I know, he told me that he hated school, and he didn't wanted to see someone." Said Jungkook.

"Oh." I said looking at my empty plate now. I stood up, not feeling well anymore. "Thank you for letting me sit with you, but I need to go now." I said in a low voice. "From now on you can sit with us." Jungkook said looking at me.

I just nodded but I don't think Taehyung will let me. "I'll come with you." Jimin said standing up. "You don't have to-"

"I want to."

"What about Jungkook?"

"He'll be fine." He said looking at Jungkook who was trying to look angry. Jimin took his tongue out and held me from my arm and started to walk.

"So where should we go~?"

I wasn't in the mood of walking, or talking. "I- you choose."

"Micha are you okay?"

"Y-yes." I said in a low voice. "I don't think so." Said Jimin.

I just gave him a pale smile to make him believe me. He wasn't satisfied at all but it was okay for him i guess.

"I need to go to the restroom." I said. "Oh, okay let's go." He said.

We started to walk. When we came he waited outside nearby. I got in to the toilet. After I got out, there were three girls out there.

"Well hello Micha, we have some business with you." One of them said with a smirk.