5. You are My Love

I don't know why Ishaan, today my heart needs you as mine, and my body sweats heavily even in this AC hall., Maybe today I'm going to tell my feelings that's why, it sweats because I don't know that you are accepting my proposal or not. When I turned to see my man, he is explaining our products to his so called VIP customer. Because of Reeta's absence he looks for me to help him. In that look there is nothing I can understood, it is a official look so I asks

" What" and then he asks some papers and codes about particular thing, when I hand over those things, again he is busy with his client. And I feel tired and bored, so I started to stare my man. He is explaining everything; like his client is his girlfriend,if he didn't told him lovingly his girlfriend will get out from there. I can't see those things specially after an hour when that man's girl come there and My Ishaan started to explain her, I interpreted him and asks to take rest and I started to explain everything to her...

When I finished my job and we realise that both father and daughter is ready to sign a deal with our company.It took solid 3 hours for us to convince them. When we are about to leave that girl hugs Ishaan, and asks his Number. There I'm totally burned of jealousy from head to toe. I know it is very common here, but I don't know why nowadays I can't see things like this. I become more possessive about my precious man. Now I want to slap that white squirrel untill she broke into pieces , for trying to seduce my lovable soul. Somehow I managed to submerge my anger, because it is very important for Ishaan and I can't ruin his year's work.

Ishann is ready to go from there, but I stops him. I takes his car key from his hand casually and I drive to the beach restaurant where I arranged everything for my love. Which is very special only for my Ishaan.

Ishann is confused and asked me why I do this? We need to go to office.... and submit our result.and I say to him, "I already sent mail to our office,so there is no issues. I say him no more questions today because every time you stopped me but today you just follow me. I want to show you something. Ishann says listen Ishanni I don't want to go anywhere with you, just give my keys I want to go back. I didn't listen him, I just go from there, so there is no choice left for him so Ishaan also follow me. In the middle of the restaurant I move little faster and as I expected my Ishaan baby lost me..

It is already 4.15 p.m and the Sun is eagerly waiting the moment of moon's arrival.Because they had only few minutes to see each other after that Sun need to go. I'm also eagerly waiting for the moment when Ishaan will search me like this., well I had no time to think about this.I need to reach my man without his acknowledgement.

I blindfolds him and he asked "who is it". I didn't reply anything because I don't had words now, I'm searching for words to express myself to him. I don't know why Ishann also don't stress who blindfolds him. May be he knows it was me.

I brings him to a decorated place where I booked a table.In a open place I arranged for dinner beside beach, at the end of the sea the sun is going to his duty leaving his love with thousands of his kisses as stars and support for moon, in the sky.

The place and time are just perfect so, I remove his blindfold and take his hand in my hand, I feel that my hand is too much cold and it is little buy shaken also, I felt some uneasiness and he also in a state of shock.

When I take his hand I can't control my tears,at the same time I feel him that he remembers something but he can't get it what is happening. So, I do as I planned I go on kneel down and put a ring on his finger and says I love you Ishann, I want you, I can leave anything for you, I can't leave you for anyone.

Don't go away and think I'm a shameless women who already had husband and says she loves you. Now, only I understand you are my love,without you everything is punishment for me..

You are my Prince ,before you are coming in my life I just exists, in this world. After I met you only, I know what is life and I started to live my life and feels its happiness.

Ishann see there the sun leaves his love as stars for moon , see how beautiful it is! I also want your love for my life. After saying this I hugs him. But he is in a state of shock, actually I think he get Happy but he didn't, he asked me in a angry manner " how could you love me." Today also you love your husband know, don't say you didnt. I know you keep fast for your husband today also, but you say you love me , how could I beleive.

While he speaking with me very haustily, I stops his mouth with my one finger and asks him to close his eyes, in a forceful manner. He himself don't know that he obeys my words like I'm his boss. Then I say relax, don't get angry like this, and don't say this is the first time I shower my love towards you. You known or not known about my feelings, I don't care I will continue to love you and shower my love upon you, like I always did in my dream.

While Ishanni is speaking I remember that these words I already hear somewhwre. The exact words are spoken by someone, who is it I can't see his face, oh My goodness it is me These proposal which is done for me is already happened before 3 years ,but that time I am the person who proposed Ishaani after that I faints and collides on her.

When Ishaan suddenly fell down I don't know what happen to him, I hold him stiffly and make him sit on the chair and spilt some water on his face. Slowly he get consciousness and I give some tablet for him.My heart ached at that sight, I can't see him like this.So, I decided to quit this and my hope and heart started to break, I ask him with teary eyes Ishaan are you okay.... Is your head is aching, okay leave everything we will leave from here. Forget everything which is happens now, don't get these things into your mind. After saying these words I'm ready to run from there.

I turned to leave but Ishaan holds me from back and turned me to face him.He just looks me. He holds me like I am his precious doll, he holds my hair which is flying in front of my face and put it aside.He sees me without blinking his eyes...

This time I didn't had any hesitation... this time I didn't had a thought that she belongs to other. This time I know she is mine, I'm not going to leave her, I call her with teary eyes "Ishu darling'.After hearing these words , she is overjoyed and asks me, you remember everything Ishann, you remember me, you remember na, tell me. I stops her and can't open my mouth I shook my head up and down. After see my reaction, she burst into tears and says in the middle of her overflowing tears"I am dying for this moment Ishaan "and she didn't allows me to speak, she hugs me tightly she didn't even allow air to come between us.

She kisses my forehead, my cheeks, my nose, my eyes and finally she stopped at my lips. She kiss me very passionately like there is no tomorrow, she kisses me like if she leaves me now I will discard. After she continuously kissing me like this I got goosebumps and little blushing also.But soon I also follow her path ,I kiss her back. We both forgot everything around us, for us there is nothing exists, only WE and OUR KISS.

After our lips get tired and asks for rest also we continued to kiss, then suddenly I feel the taste of blood, I leave her and sees blood stripes on her lips.. My heart ached for her and says sorry.

But she settle down on the mate and trying to pacify herself by taking long breathes and asks sorry for what to express your love towards me, then he pulled me down towards her, and rests her head on my laps.

I says very gently "sorry Ishu" I don't know how could I forgot you, that too for 2 years how could I? I can't forgive me for this,suppose I didn't get my memory back means what happens? I can't imagine Ishu darling.

When Ishaan get him stressed a lot I stops him and says I will live my whole life with our one year beautiful life thoughts.. Ishann you are my love even I started to love you, after marriage I find that without you I'm nothing. I am a incomplete person.

That accident may make you forgot me, but your feelings for me didn't go die, you are not finding any other woman in your life dr.

I love you Ishann.I need you as my friend. I need you as my well wisher. I need you as my Guide.. I need you as my lover... I need you as my hubby..... I need you as my child also baby.. When I speaks we with him, my phone rang

and I pick the call, it is my darling..

when I attend the call my darling directky asked me "Are you told your feelings daughter", but Ishaan snatched phone from my hand,

Ishann: who's your daughter mom without knowing me you have a girl? which means I have a sister.

I think my mother was shaken little bit in shock or she is in confusion whether she called the right person or not,and Isahni says don't trouble my sweet heart she brings phone from me and says everything is fine ma..... Ishann snatched the phone and says we will call you later mom.. Here everything is fine, I got my memory back.see you... I cut the call without give time for my mom.

Ishaan:Hey Ishu how many times I told you don't call my mom as sweetheart....

Ishaani: How many times I told you, don't interfere in between us.....

Ishaan : you know I always sees feeling for me in your eyes but I think you love your husband

Ishaani: yes boss I love my husband.

Ishaan: Why are waiting for 2 years why dudnt you come straight and told me you are my wife. Ishu you need to come directly and say know.

Ishaani: Ishann it is not that much easy your condition is very strange if we say suddenly anything there is chance that you may forgot everything about you, and moreoverI can tolerate my pain how could I see you in pain and I had a strong hope that you will definitely remember me and my hope comes true,,I too tried lot of things to get your memory back but nothing will change,and when I tried repeatedly you got severe head ache... and I decided to stay near by you but not reveal my identity,but I can't stay close to you, so I decided that today I will propose you and start a new life but you give surprise to me.

Ishaan: Ishu you are just amazing not only outer but also inside of your heart, where you locks me.... love you d...

Love you too Ishaan... but now it is time for something else..... she blissfully asks him shall we go home...😊

"Love is patience

If you wait that will flourish

If you love give space show respect

one day you will gain your love"

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"🙏 Love never ends🙏"