Wyndreskia IV

Everytime, when I walked

myself alone to my balcony,

while mesmerizing the stars,

At the starry night sky

The wind brushed my face

As if it's caress my face with its

own hand, inviting me to flew with

them and danced to the clouds

It welcome me as if

I'm their chosen one

I wanna ask "Why me?"

of all people..Why choose me?

Do I even deserve this?

Am I really that special?

The one who can't accept all the

wishes that brought to her

The one who can't bear all the

struggles that send to her

This gift, that I couldn't accept

It's worth it but not worth enough

to help those I wanted to fix

Too much blessings,

that too much couldn't help me

to bring back joy for them

I think myself, why me?

I'm started to think to run away just like a runaway princess from the other stories even as much as I wanted to escape from your grasp, But I couldn't I'm always stucked, trapped by you

Maybe, I just misunderstood

this at all or some kind of fate

that it meant to be happen

Oh Wyndreska, Why me?