Thoughts

So my dad gave my girlfriend full authority to smack me if I do something stupid. I was like "Thank you father for selling out your own son" He also got her gifts. (not me Though)

I fucking miss her!

You know, I got into 4 rap battles within a 1 month time frame. I also won all, though people can get pretty fucking annoying and can't take the fact they lost! That dudes girlfriend got mad cuz I made a diss and she started commenting on my IG saying I have no respect. Like Bitch! It's a fucking rap battle, you supposed to diss the fuck out of each other. We ain't gonna rap about being nice and holding hands, Her fucking boyfriend (dude I battled) was like "She thought your diss was trash"

She must be the odd one out cuz the other couple hundred people agreed I won. Then he got all hurt and called out my friend and their friends to a battle, Then He got fucking dissed. He got mad and had his other rap friends battle us. So now We got 2 groups just fucking dissing eachother. It's like "8 mile" with no violence. worst part of it, I'm the best fucking lyricist on my side. Being the best lyricist sucks, cuz that means people will just fucking battle you out of nowhere. Like this one dude just dissed me and it seemed like his shit was already pre-written. So I had to accept his challenge and reply within a day, cuz people would say you pussy and took to long. On the bright side my records went up. 19 rap battles, 18 wins, 1 loss. Though with what's going on now, I think I might have a record of 20 or more rap battles before the year ends. Also, that 1 loss was my first battle, I fumbled on my words. I can't wait for my love to get back, I swear. When she left, I just went full throttle on rap battles. She also says I'm cocky When I rap. I admit though, I am cocky. I say "I'm the best battle rapper in ****"

Its kinda true though, only other people that are as good as me are all ten years or higher in age. Plus there's only 3 of them. There was 4 of them, but the other dude moved to Texas. I'll admit it though, I'm cocky. Though shouldn't I have the rights to be? I mean I practice My rhyme schemes every day, I also work hard.

Though, I've been having this feeling I might be going a bit to far. I mean someone might just get physical cuz they lost. I've had that happen to me a few times. I got jumped cuz this girl got mad when I beat her in a rap battle.

Also, Is it weird, that I've had more rap battles than my actual age? Anyways, that's my life update so far. Hope you guys enjoy the rest of the year.

Sincerely: Calamity