random shit

So like, I went hunting today and BANG! Dead boar. Like 3 of them I think. Anyways, that's not what I'm here to talk about. Any of you guys have a weird fetish or kink? I'm sorta into biting. I like biting and getting bitten. Is it weird? My friends say it's weird. Though they can walk around with hickeys. I also find hickeys disgusting. They're fucking ugly! I'd rather walk around with bite marks than hickeys! I also want my love to come back safe. I like bites and all, but her bites are more...hmmm how do I say this. They're more uhhh. Better, relieving, pleasurable..... I think I might be into some soft S&M play. Ok, you guys can tell me if I'm weird or not. Or just one person, literally only have like one true reader. My journal has near 8,000 views and I only got a single person commenting!

I'm starting to wonder whether other people have my journal as a filler for their library. Just kept to the side for a random read. Be like "oh shit, I forgot this book was here. Wonder what this weird ass teen writing about now?"

Then you read this and be like "First paragraph is about fetishes and biting.....S&M..... fuck is wrong with teens nowadays?"

I really wonder how many true readers I have. Like shit! I wanna know!

Also thank you, I092 for commenting and letting me know that someone actually listens. Whole reason I started this was counselors are fucking annoying and because Jo said I should start writing. Counselors get paid to listen to your bull shit. So they're not really giving a fuck. You guys actually listen. Either out of curiosity or some other reason.

Oh yeah, yesterday I went to a party and some bastard tried to cut in line over at the food tables. Bitch tried to shove me, but I was cool, his family was there. I didn't want to start anything. Then the fucker pushed me to hurry up. After that he reached over grabbed the fucking tongs from my hand and took my chicken in the tongs! I called the bitch to fight! He then proceeded to give me this look. So, I grabbed the knife off the table and said I'd stab him. His mom stepped forward and I was like "I'll stab you too bitch!" Wasn't for my friend Erny I'd probably be kicked out of the party. I think that's why I always failed my psychological evaluation. I seem to have a thing for doing shit to people that piss me off. Just earlier this month I trashed a teachers class. My girlfriend was terribly angry. She was like "My first week away and what do you do? You go and do something stupid!"

What made it funny was she yelled at me in Wal-Mart over the phone. So yeah, I'm probably gonna get some form of punishment when she gets back. Though I really don't care. As long as she comes back safe, that's all I care about. I remember when my brother and sister moved I was like "oh ok? I guess" Her though, I miss her so much! I haven't seen her since November 30 and I'm going crazy from missing her.I have family I haven't seen in months and I'm like chill about not seeing them. I just get worried. I mean She's supoosed to go snow boarding! What if There's an accident? What if the cold makes her sick? I mean she could slip on ice and break something! She even dislikes the cold. We live in an area where temperatures range from 90-105 degrees Fahrenheit. Our cold days are like 85-90. Snow is a no go for me! If I want snow, I'll check my freezer.

So anyways, biting? Is it weird or naw? I think every person has a fetish. or not, who knows. Also, any of you guys like the snow?

Sincerely: Calamity