The Debate

I was doing the internship and they made me freestyle. I was like good. Not my best though, they had me rap about love. So I was like wow. Anyways I was over the moon about the whole love rap.

Also, My girlfriends family don't really like me. Now my family don't like her family for not liking me. My dad was pissed. Like he was scary. I don't know if I told, but my dad was arrested for murder. At that time they didn't have any laws for self defense so if you killed someone in self defense you go prison. He went in for 9 years for pleading guilty to the charge. He had no choice though. I mean it was plead guilty for 9 or go in for 30 years. Some dude on drugs broke in and smacked my mom over the head with a metal pipe. He cracked her skull, then my dad took out a gun and shot him 4 times. My dad was a nice guy. I heard his stories in highschool. He never bullied, had straight A's and everyone knew him. Though he told me he had to get mean in prison. Luckily my dad practiced martial arts. He said his first day in people surrounded him and tried to jump him to show their toughness. He beat them all I guess. I've also seen the people he served time with. Whenever he's around people who went to prison with him, he turns different. I've even seen people bow to him. He told me if my girlfriends family does anything, he'll go to jail again for me.

My girlfriend found out about my father saying that, and I tried talking to her about it. She doesn't want to. I mean I understand why she doesn't want to. We were given an ultimatum, and we have until the 22nd of February. Have her family like me by then, break up with her, or have our families go at eachother.

I fucking love her! I really do, but our families just don't see it that way. Sort of sounds like a modern day "Romeo and Juliet". Kind of thing you only hear of in romance shows. But this isn't a show. It's our fucking feelings. And don't say talk to them about it. We know our parents well enough to figure out that no matter what we say. They just won't see what we show them. I don't want to lose her. I want to have her and keep her. Not lose her.

"Love is great.

Good or Late.

But if I could love her. is the great debate."

Sincerely: Calamity