Anxiety

---Sirilla---

 I stayed at Calixe's house with Bon. Calixe had servants that helped Bon around, giving him a wheelchair and a man attending him. He gave me dresses but I prefer wearing trousers and a shirt. So, he had a tailor to make one for me.

 I am now wearing a comfortable, top with stretchable trousers and I wore my shoes that Calixe provided. He filled the room that he gave to me with dresses and other things that a lady would wear. Still, I have no interest in wearing it.

 I looked at the mirror once again. I am presentable enough to see God. My hair is tied into a high ponytail and I put my cloak. I left Calixe's house fast and went directly to the garden where I know my God will be.

 The big guardian with a warm undertone skin lifted his spear and pointed it to me. I might also have startled the beautiful Lady holding the baby. I put my first over my chest and bow.