To Scared

I've been searching for hours and I still can't find her. I found where I died but The spike isn't their. The place where the dog was is clean and has nothing but a crack in the road. On top of all that, I have no clue where Grace could be. I asked around about Grace but nobody could give me a solid answer. Apparently there was a stray dog that wandered around these areas from time to time but nobody saw it mutating. I guess it could have been a dream? There's a crack in the road that wasn't there before. I wonder if somebody is covering for what I did. nah, that's crazy right? I mean nobody else probobly knows about this right. But I mean... if I can be granted the power to manipulate anything then a person who tries to stop me doesn't seem crazy. It actually seems plausible that their would be people against me. There can't be one absolute power on earth so of course I wouldn't be alone. Could I be viewed as a safety hazard to everybody. I don't want to hurt anybody. I should run away. No, that could scare my family. But I'd rather scare them than eccidently kill them. It's not like I would have trouble if I ran away anyways, I can always make food.

*floop*

Not now.

This is why I need to run, what If my parents find out that I have these powers. What if I get mad and harm them unintentionally. I got to run, I hate the idea of it but that's what I have to do. Okay i'm just gonna run away and live in the woods, or underground. I have to learn to control this. I start running, I don't know why I ran but I wanted to get away from people right then and there. I ran until I reached a place where there wasn't anybody. Running away hurts. I just left everything behind and that's not something that you can feel good about. I hope to go back home as soon as I can. I hope that all this works out. I make a little cave house for me to stay. I set up a house inside, a pretty nice one to. I plan to cover it up with solid rock when I go to sleep.

I wait until the end of the day. I spent the rest of the day walking around looking for any sign that I'm not insane.

I can't sleep tonight though, I tried to sleep but I couldn't, so i'm sitting here. I'm just sitting on a ledge looking at the unset. I'm just sitting there doing nothing, yet I feel busy. I feel stressed. Though this scene should be relaxing, its not. I'm going inside to sleep. It's cold in here... a fire maybe? *fwoosh* No, no no, Ill get killed from the smoke if I do that. I put out the fire.A heater? I don't know how a heater would work in here. so, simple solution, a thousand hand warmers. around my bed. It's time to sleep. I'm not tired, in fact I was barely sucking in air after running here. Am I unable to sleep now? Can I use my powers to make me sleepy! SLEEP , SLEEPY TIME, GO SLEEP!. no. cool. I guess i'll just go and play games online or something... Ehh, the connections really bad in here even after making a wifi router