Insomniac

Well balls..

I literally can't sleep

I won't be able to go to school If I leave home.

I'm starting to think that this decision was stupid.

It's not like I could even harm them unless I got really mad.

I should be fine. I Think i'm gonna head back home and just leave every night. I'll come back in the morning though, before my mom wakes up. I can do both to a extent, keeping them from being worried and also hopefully learning to control this power. I'm not even sure if I can control this power. If I can't learn to control it then I won't be able to live normally again. What if i'm immortal now. I mean when the dog killed me before I was just sent back to the island. where even is the island right now. I only saw it last night. I'm so confused. gah.

I hope I can find a way to resolve all that's going on right now.

Okay, i'm gonna stay here for now and i'll go home before my parents normally wake up.

What to do though. I guess I could just make a lot of stuff at the same time. I don't think ill be able get better at controlling this unless its done naturally. I just have to try to disconnect my emotions from this power whenever I feel them. It can't be that bad. Stuff only happened when I was scared anyways. It should be fine if it's anything else right? It would be cool if someone just walked up to me and put all my worries to ease. Anyways, I should head home. My parents are probobly worried as hell that I wasn't at home when they got back. I need to think of a excuse. I'll just say that I went out to get something and go lost. I'll tell them that I started to feel better so going out didn't feel bad. I don't really have any good excuse for this so I'll just have to stick with a bad one. Shit, what if they think I ran away?