New emotions. -pt6-

I don't remember what happened after that but I know something interesting happened because I woke up on a thin prison like bed with cuts and bruises all over my body. Getting beaten up is nothing to me. There's nothing anyone could do to me that hasn't already been done 1000 times. That's why I'm not scared of anything anymore.

'Why did he have to go a wreck my appearance? now I can't wear revealing clothes on nights out.'

I shouted hoping someone would hear me and explain. No one answered. I soon realised I wasn't strapped down so nothing was stopping me from taking a look around. I hopped out of the bed and felt every inch of my body scream in pain. I let out a groan because I find pain so enjoyable and continued to walk around my new setting. It was a box room. It looked just like a prison cell. Metal bars stopping anyone from climbing out the window. A thin piece of wood coming out of the wall which I guess is supposed to be a table and a steel door. There isn't anyone who could break through that door so I didn't even try. Altogether the room was not pleasant at all. If I'm going to be kidnapped I expect a luxury room as payment for wasting my time.

'Hello?... Can anyone hear me? I'd like to talk about the fact that this room is too basic for me to live in'

I heard clicking at the door and quickly walked over to it.

The geeky boy from the cafe walked in and closed the door behind him. Should I still call him geeky boy? Or psycho boy? It doesn't matter. I need to have my room changed. I refreshed my head, clapped my hands together and began to speak.

'So I would just like to say-'

I was cut of suddenly by him saying

'Why do you look like your not in any pain at all?'

His eyes running up and down my body in utter confusion.

'Look, that's not the issues right now.'

I continued

'I request a room change, preferably a big room with a nice comfy bed. As payment for keeping me here against my will.'

I looked at him with my eyes big hoping for an answer I wanted to hear.

He unexpectedly grabbed both my hands and forced me to walk backwards into the wall. He pinned my hands above my head against the wall and again he asked,

'I SAID WHY AREN'T YOU IN ANY PAIN?!'

Why did he seem so angry? His loud husky voice almost had me scared for a second. It took me a few moments to remember who the hell I was and when I did I replied,

'Sorry but who do you think your talking to?'

He looked taken back. It was as if no one had ever dared talk to him like that before. If he thinks that I'm going to do and say what he wants just because I've been kidnapped he really is crazy. I won't lie though, I really felt so scared. I'm too stubborn to admit it through. I hated feeling scared. I pushed him away from me and shouted

'IT'S BECAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE ALL IVE EVER GONE THROUGH IS PAIN. IM SO USED TO THE FEELING IM IMMUNE TO IT SO HURT ME AS MUCH AS YOU WANT IT DOESN'T MATTER... It won't affect me anyway'

I turned to face away from him. I felt tears build up in my eyes. My body was burning but it wasn't out of anger. Sadness? No that's crazy. I haven't cried since my parents died. So why did I feel like this? Why does he make me feel like this? I cant take it. I was confused. My mind was racing with thoughts. I couldn't even think straight. My vision began blurring and my legs started failing. I couldn't breathe as I felt like I was drowning. A panic attack? Geeky psycho must have noticed my unnatural behaviour because he walked in front of me and pulled me into his embrace. He hugged me tightly and said ' You'll be fine.'

What the hell is wrong with him? One minute he's screaming and pinning me to walls and now he's hugging me and telling me I'll be fine. Split personality?

At this point I didn't care. I didn't want to care. I felt safe and wanted it to stay like that. I was so tired my eyes began to shut and I fell asleep. I fell asleep in his arms.